Fell In Love With A Killer

New Lover

ZARA'S P.O.V

Its been a while since i sat down and wrote in my journal - the last time I wrote in it was a little before Jeff came. After all there was so much to do it was so fun.

Walking around ravaging through my entire room and causing a bit of a mess I finally found the old ripped up journal with a bunch of heart stickers and doodles of me and slenderman. I found everything so cute I decided to write in it once again....

"It's been 5 years since mom has moved in and everything seems to be perfect! Jeff promised to show me the outside world someday around now, because he still needs to make sure when its alright to leave. Jeffs been telling me of all sorts of things, like restaurants, a mall, stores, Animal shelters, churches,

I think something is going on with mom and slenderman though - they're acting a bit strange -

The other day mom tripped in the hallway and dad caught her. Pretty normal aside from the fact that she blushed like any female would do but she was blushing as if she liked him and slenderman also blushed which never happens - EVER.

I didn't notice that they got lovey dovey until Jeff pointed it out to me, he thinks it's gross, I think it's sweet."

Closing it I noticed that Jeff was sitting right next to me with his head on my shoulder and his arms around my waist. 'Was I that into writing this?'

"What - hi. What are you doing here?" I asked him a bit sheepishly, my face burning red. He held me tighter as he spoke.

"I wanted to see why you were so quiet and I find you here writing in your D-I-A-R-Y," He moved quickly and snatched the journal from me "Let me see." He laughed, and flipped through the pages. "Awe this is so cute," He began to smile normal - instead of the carved smile he was actually showing his happiness. It hit me good, his happiness got to me.

"Come on I was like 9 or something. I want to go to bed - shoo - leave already paper-face" I tried shooing him off and out the door to close it when

"Fine Muffin top" He giggled and ran out. Raging I ran to bed without changing and covered myself in my bed sheets. Falling into deep slumber thinking about the outside world I felt someone watching me and touching my face. Their hands cold and rough. Thinking it was Jeff I ignored it and dreamed on about nothing but childish things.

THE NEXT DAY

"You ready?" Jeff asked as we started to see many colorful lights and noises. We entered onto a small non-busy street. On the other side was another street filled with what Jeff told me are cars. On the other side Jeff pointed out a mall that is filled with people as he grabbed my hand he dragged me along to the mall. Not that I didn't want to go but he was running and I couldn't keep pace.

The one thing I don't understand is that Jeff had to wear a bandanna on his face to hide his smile. He said it would scare people, which I don't understand. I think his smile is beautiful. I saw all different kinds of people - There was a girl with medium length blonde hair, wearing a pink and blue short shirt and shorts and a guy passes by with kind of long black flippy hair and has something silver sticking out into a hoop around his lip. Jeff pulls me into a part of the mall.

"This is a store, pick whatever you want and I'll buy it for you." I gawked at everything and I shyly look at him.

"But I don't deserve this I haven't earned it!"I exclaimed -

"Yes you do, now come on let's look around!" We walked over to the clothing  and they have different colors and types of clothing. I look in amazement at them all as I turned to this really beautiful dress. It was black with blood red roses around the waist, a ribbon on the back and blood red and black silk on the bottom and sleeves of the dress.Jeff sees me staring at it and picks it up.