Stop Counting Numbers

13.

We're currently in Spain and it's been a year and a half since I moved to Australia. I've visited my mom and Justin over a few times but never really stayed for long because of school.

"Lea! We'll be late for our flight!" Charles said as he opened my door.

"I'm coming. Sheesh, it's just London." I said as he helped me with my luggage. "Thanks."

"You're welcome. And, it's not just London. We're staying there for Christmas. It's nice there!" He defended and I laughed.

"Whatever Charles. By the way, is Sarah coming?" I asked as I remembered her girlfriend wanting to join us for Christmas.

"Yup, we're picking her up." He said and I nodded.

My dad, Nikki and Carlos are already there in London cause Charles waited for me to finish school so yeah.

"Hoe!" I called Sarah in making her and Charles laugh at my nickname for her.

"Hey bitch, hey babe." She said as she kissed him.

"Flipping gross people. Kid on board. Sheesh." I complained and they both laughed at me.

"What are you expecting with joining the music industry?" Sarah asked.

Oh yeah, I did a little street performance when I visited my mom a few months ago and well, I got a card. From Atlantic Records. I don't even know what they were doing on the streets. But they told me that they tried something out at that time. Talent is everywhere. They said.

I recorded a few songs after that then now we're gonna be recording my Christmas EP in London.

"I'm still shocked. I still don't believe in all of it." I said she nodded.

"It's something that most don't have so, I'm not surprised."

"What is?" I asked.

"An ugly performance at the street." He said making me and Sarah laugh.

"Excited?" Nikki asked and I nodded while chuckling.

"I've been doing this for months and I'm also still nervous." I said and she chuckled.

"It's normal." My manager, Austin, said and I nodded.

"Gwood luck, sissy!" Carlos said and I chuckled as he kissed my cheek.

"Thanks little bro" I said and he smiled at me.

"We'll be watching." Charles said with a smile and I smiled back.

"Goodluck girl." Sarah told me and I smiled at her.

"Thanks." I said.

"Go on sweetie." My dad said and I smiled at him.

"Good evening Barcelona!" I yelled to the mic.

"Oops, too loud." I said as I realised making them laugh.

"Who's ready for one of My Life Story Europe tour's concert??" I asked and they all screamed and shouted.

"I remember when I was at your place. Screaming and shouting for my idols." I chuckled and they joined in.

"Anyway, this is Fangirls!" I announced and they all screamed.

Verse 1:
I guess I'm just another face in the crowd,
You'll never see me more than that.
So easy for you to just turn around,
Leaving me looking down at the ground.

Pre-chorus:
With a frown on my face,
My heart starts to ache.
Can't believe I found a guy like you.

Chorus:
Where have I gone wrong?
I can't let you go.
I have made a song,
Only for you.
But you'll never know this cause
I'm just one of your Fangirls.

Verse 2:
I guess you'll always leave me hanging around.
You'll never see me cause I'm invisible.
So hard for me to just back down,
It's dragging me down to the ground.

(Pre-chorus & Chorus2x)
+ But I'm just your fangirl.

I sang and they all cheered on.

"Did you guys like that?" I asked with a giggle. Adrenaline.

Brad's P.O.V

Why do I have to be on this stupid trip?

"Brad! Cheer up!" Connor said.

"How?" I mumbled and they all sighed.

"It's been 3 months since Fiona, Brad. Get over her." Tristan said.

"I AM over her." I said a bit loudly as we walked but it's a little tight here. Someone is having a concert and it's packed.. even outside.

"With a frown on my face,
My heart starts to ache.
Can't believe I found a guy like you." She sang and I looked at the guys and their girlfriends.

"Do you guys hear that?" I asked them and they all nodded.

"She's pretty good." Luisa said and I shook my head.

"It sounds like-" I started but heard two teenagers talking.

"Leanna is sooo good. I wish I was in the venue to see her perform."

"Leanna?" I asked and tried to find a way to see her.

"Guys, it's Lea! My Lea." I mumbled the last part as I got up a restaurant infront of the venue.

She's okay. More than okay. I miss her.