MaxNeil | Secret love

Hurt.

* Max's POV * 

 SLAP

Di-did I j-just.....

get slapped by Gwen? I mean i know she hates me b-b-but st-still....

" G-G-Gwen.... why? " I say shaking and standing up. ( a/n: idk if i spelled that right lol )

I ran faster then I ever could. 

* Neil's POV *

" MAX! Wait! " I scream. " Gwen... what did you just do? " David said.

" Im sorry! I did not mean to, I- " I cut her off by saying

" Gwen... you're a fucking monster. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? " I was more pissed off then I have ever been.

Gwen was just frozen. She did not say anything.

I ran faster then I ever could.

" Neil! Wait! " David called

" Shut the fuck up David! " I called. I had no time for David's bullshit.

* Max's POV * 

" MAX! WHERE ARE YOU? " Neil shouts.

Wait.... Fuck.

I dropped my razor.

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.

I ran back to go find the damn razor, assuming that they were not coming that way, but I was wrong. So fucking wrong.

" Max! " Neil screams running to me. 

" fuck... " I said, whispering. 

" Maxwell, get over here! " Neil says.

Then, i remember all those time he's called me Maxwell. It makes me....

Smile.

I might not show it, but I do. At least my soul does. ( a/n: god i make max sound like a emo kid... well he kind of is in the show.... )

Maybe he does love me. Maybe he-

I get cut off by having my feet inches away from a cliff. 

" MAX! PLEASE DON'T JUMP! I-I.... I'M S-SORRY! " Neil says. I feel so bad doing this.

I did not want my life to end like this. Just Neil seeing me jump off a cliff makes me worried.

I wanted to end my life with a razor.. alone. When no one's around. Not David, Not Gwen, Not Nikki, and... not Neil. 

" Why do care Neil? " I shout.

" BECAUSE YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND! " Neil says.

Wow he.. he just friend zoned me. I knew it. He doe'sent love me. He's not gay.

* Neil's POV *

Because you're my best friend.... wow Neil. Great fucking job, dumbass.

Now he thinking that I friend zoned him. Maybe. He probably is not gay, still.

So he can't be too hurt.... 

...Right?

( a/n: ayoooo its ya boiiii sayori and srry i did not post a chapter... i was lazy. also im beginning school next tuesday... FUUUUUUUUUUU- anyway so yeah not very happy as u can see. so yea thats kind of the bad news.... i might not post chapter as often as i do in summer. im truly srry. but i just gotta focus on getting A's soooo yea. but if ur in school right now.... im praying for you. )

  ( a/n: I wish u luck! get as many A's as u can! study hard and adios amigos! )