MIKA’s POV
Pinapakiramdaman ko ang sarili ko ngayong kasama ko si Jeron. I’m not feeling the usual love and affection I used to have for him… more of disappointment and sorrow… Just when I thought he’s the one isinampal naman sakin ng sanity ko ang katutohanan na he’s not the one and he’ll never be the one for me. Intention palang nya sakin sablay na. I’m spending my time with him to assess myself kc akala ko tulad din ako ni Ara na mahal pa din si Thomas inspite all the lies and bullshits the latter committed. I’m planning to end our engagement right after graduation too.. Napapala ng mga atat! Pucha ikakasal na dapat kami oh’ pero baka nga masyado pa akong bata kaya naloko ako sa mga salita nya. I’ll look at the positive side nalang kahit masakit.. oo naman, sadyang masakit maloko lalo na’t minahal ko naman sya. MINAHAL! I honestly can’t find him in my heart purong sakit nalang nararamdaman ko sa panlolokong ginawa at plinaplano nya sakin… Asiwa nga ako ngayong kasama ko sya..ahaaay makauwi na nga lang…
Me: I faked a yawn. Sleepy na ko Je, uwi na ko.. I smiled at him at hinawakan ko na bag ko..
Jeron: Sleep here nalang baby gabing-gabe na oh.
Me: Tas anu? Mamaniackin mo ko?! Kailangan ko nan gang umalis baka di ako makapagpigil at masigawan ko na sya at maaway, I’ll reserve my energy, tsaka na. I can’t baby, geh alis na ko. Dito ka lang wag mo na akog ihatid sa labas. Bumiso ako sa kanya at nagmamadaling lumabas. Things will never be the same again between Jeron and I… I dropped a tear…luha ng panghihinayang at sakit sa nawalang pagmamahal perhaps…
***END OF MIKA’s POV…
THOMAS’ POV
Hindi ako makasagot agad, nagugulohan ako sa sinabe nya… I’m not fine Toffee… and I don’t know if I’ll ever be. Di ko alam kung anu ang dapat kong isagot kc wala naman akong alam sa mga nangyayare sa kanya. Pero there’s this feeling na gusto at kailangan ko syang icomfort so I held her hand and I embrace her eventually… I don’t know what to say so I keep shut and hug her instead, inaantay kong magkwento sya but she did not…Parang ambigat ng dinadala nyang problema and I feel so damn pathetic cause I’m not aware of what’s going on with my girl.. She’s not weeping but sadness is pretty much visible in her expressive eyes, bat sobra syang nasasaktan? I want to know why pero di ko naman sya mapipilit, I’ll wait until she opens up to me. By then I swear gagawin ko lahat ng magagawa ko para matulongan sya at maalis yung sakit na nakikita ko sa mga mata nya. Ilang minutes na rin kaming magkayakap at napansin kong nakatulog na sya… Haay ang cute naman ng honey ko matulog kahit problemado… she’s really pretty :’) Kinarga ko na sya at dinala sa kwarto ko, “natulog” na naman talaga kami dati ng magkatabi eh.. Calling all saints nag-iinit ako sa naalala kong huling tulog namin ni Ara dito na magkatabi. Her innocent looks can’t cover up the sexy and beautiful lady that she is… I’m a man, young hot blooded man for the record.. inside my room with this very attractive girlfriend of mine who’s just wearing her cotton short shorts and my sando peacefully sleeping and I’m all heated here. It’s quite difficult to call for CONTROL but but but… uugghhh Hoooon you’re giving me pain down there… Geeeeez I need a cold shower! I gave her a peck on the lips before running to the bathroom. This is so embarrassing…I’m all hard here while my is sleeping…uughh..
