Dog Tags

Tell Him

"Liquid courage. That's what I need" I snorted pulling Natasha outside onto the balcony. She gave me a confused glance. I had just spent the last three songs dancing with him and all I wanted to do was to get away just for a moment. Why? Maybe it was the look in his eyes when he held me. Maybe it was him rubbing his thumb softly against my lip. Or maybe it was because I was the helpless romantic and really needed to tell him what I wanted no needed. Nevertheless, I found myself needing a female perspective very quickly.

The lights surrounding the balcony gave it a beautiful glow and the liquid courage that Natasha so graciously handed me was a huge help. She leaned against the railing as I stood in front her taking several sips. I nervously handed her back the bottle afraid I would drop it if I spoke while still holding it in my hand. "Ok. Tell me what the problem is." She asked with a concern expression.

"It's very simple. He's an alpha male and I'm a helpless romantic. I just can't go out and tell him what I want him to do. He'll think I'm crazy." I looked down fighting with my hands.

"Why not? You all have been together now like forever." She took a sip out of her drink.

"It don't matter. I would be
embarrassed!" I said talking with my hands.

""You know he would want to hear whatever is on your mind." She said with reinsurance. I took a deep breath.

"Maybe. . . I just need to hear one good romantic line. You know one of those you here in the movies." I smiled. "Like that he wants to hear me moaning under him. You know something like that. And I ugh I always wonder what it would be like if he would just push me against the wall and kissed me until I moan out his name and I also like when he pins my hands over my hand while he looks me up and down. She smiled at me. " I know it's stupid like I said helpless romantic."

"You know it's not that silly."

"It's no way that I could possibly tell him that." I let out a small sigh.

"Well, you kind of just did. . ."she said with a small smirk.

"What!?" I turn seeing him as he gave me a shy smile.

"Here you may need this." Natasha handed me my drink as she walked back inside to the party.

"Why did you think you couldn't tell me what you wanted?" He said quietly while looking at me intensely.

"Well I ugh. . ." I mumbled quietly.

"You always can tell me anything darlin'. I know I'm not the romantic one here but I do want to please you." He pulled me close to him giving me a chase kiss. "Come on lets go home. Think there is a couple of things you been needing."