2005
We grew up fast, without the notice of time. We became very close. I still didn't really had other than Namjoon to call someone my friend. Sure I talk with my classmates but we never hangout.
On the other hand, Namjoon had friends other than me but I was his closest friend. Although we met only in school we managed to be really close. We don't really live near eachother.
I was eleven years old when I started to feel something for Namjoon. It was weird. The annoying things he did soon turned adorable to me.
Soon I started to feel various other emotions. And I really didn't feel good that time. I was not okay with my feelings for Namjoon. I was scared of him finding it out and break our friendship. To ignore my feelings I pushed myself away from him. It was stupid, but what can I say I was going through puberty.
We didn't talk for a week that's when unexpectedly Namjoon visited my home with his mother. I was in my room when I was called by my mother that someone was here to see me. I went downstairs and saw Namjoon sitting on the sofa along with his mother and they were talking with my mother.
I was about to go back to my room but, too late. They saw my presence and I didn't wanted to ruin my image infront of his mother so I went to greet her. As I went there both our mothers left us alone in the living room. Later I got to know they went to the room nearby so that they can hear and peep at us.
He walked towards me and stood facing me. We were the same height by then. He handed me a box of chocolates and told me he made it himself. He then asked me why I was ignoring him. And I made up some stupid reasons. I didn't exactly remember what I said but I remember the next thing he said after I was finished.
“Y/N don't worry about those things. I'll always be there for you. Let's do one thing! Let's be best friends like Peter Pan and Tinkerbell.” He then held up his pinky finger and said, “Let's promise eachother that we will always be with each other no matter what. Let's become the bestest of friends that even Peter Pan and Tinkerbell becomes jealous of our friendship!” and then he smiled showing his cute dimples.
We recently read about tinkerbell and peter pan's story in our language class and everyone was amazed by their friendship.
I thought maybe becoming his best friend will help me to get rid of these feelings and also ignoring him is a stupid idea so I wrapped my pinky finger around his and then we stick our thumbs together.
We smiled at eachother as we pinky promised. Later we played with eachother while our mothers bonded. Soon Namjoon and his mother left. I was happy that day. Happy to become his best friend.
Who knew that later that reason for the happiness would turn out to be toxic for me.
Little did I know that tinkerbell's story doesn't have a happy ending like we read in school.
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Peter Pan and Tinkerbell (Kim Namjoon/RM Fanfiction)
FanfictionHe is my Peter Pan and I'm his Tinkerbell. I have always been there for him and love him with all my heart, but he never felt anything towards me. After all I'm no one for him other than just a friend. I'm friendzoned by Kim Namjoon. ⚠️☠️⚠️☠️⚠️⚠️☠️☠...