Accidental date

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August 2017

One weekend I was casually laying on my bed scrolling through my feed when Seokjin messaged me.

We haven't really talked after the incident. He wrote that he want to hangout. I replied agreeing and asked if there were others joining. He wrote back it's a surprise.

After getting to know when and where to meet I got up and started to get ready.

I reached his house and then we went to an amusement park with his car. When we reached there I was expecting to meet the others but there was no one.

Out of curiosity I asked “Is it just us?” he noded and said “I just want it to be us today. Now let's go and not waste time.” he grabbed my hand and ran like a little kid visiting a park for the first time.

Not gonna lie but I had fun that day and was genuinely happy after many years forgetting about getting friend zoned by Namjoon.

Then soon the sky was getting dark. We were licking our ice creams and walking out of the park. When we were walking through a beautiful garden outside the park just when the sun was setting he stopped on his track. I looked at him and asked “Is everything okay?”

He sighed loudly and ate his last bit of his ice cream before speaking “I have hold back a lot but I don't think I can do it anymore nor it's healty for me. I was supposed to tell you this a long time back and I think you should know this now.”

He took a deep breath and said “I like you, no scratch that, I love you y/n”
I stopped eating my ice cream and functioning.

He loves me?

He continued “I have had liked you for a long time, since the day Namjoon introduced you to me. I started liking you but then it started growing into more as I got attached with you. I tried stopping it, trust me, because you can never be mine. I know you like Namjoon. But even though it hurt me seeing you so in love and loyal with Namjoon, I continued. But one day or another I had to tell you and I choosed today. I don't expect you to like me back but still I am willing to wait.”

I couldn't process a word but as I started to say something he cut me off saying “You probably have a lot of things going on in your head so please, no need to say anything now, I understand.”

He took few steps towards me as he caressed my right cheek and said “But from today I won't hold myself back, I have had enough. I want to care for you and love you, please don't stop me from doing this. Give me a chance.”

I finally spoke “I-I don't know Jin.”
He hold my other cheek too and said “It's okay I'll wait.” and pecked my forehead.

Then as he let go there was an awkward air between us. He reminded “Shall we go back or do you want to stand here forever?”
I chuckled and said “No, let's get going.”

He dropped me and then went to his house. Seokjin was all in my head, I couldn't think of anything else. No wait Namjoon is there. I can't like him cause I love Namjoon. That's not a right thing to do, it's like cheating.

Just as I was about to sleep I got a text from Seokjin. It said 'You might have accidentally went on a date with me. Should I look forward to more dates?'

Should he?

Just as I was thinking my phone beeped again it said 'oh you might be asleep now, goodnight <3'

I throw away my phone and focus to sleep.

There you go.
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