Peter Pan and Tinkerbell (Kim Namjoon/RM Fanfiction)

Life as an adult

2017
Five years went by so quick that I didn't even notice.

After my graduation day after much struggle my parents agreed for me to attend an Art's university after they saw my interest in it also when I showed them some of my non-Namjoon drawings.

Namjoon is a student of Korea's top university, meanwhile Jimin and Hoseok decided to learn dance professionally and Seokjin is studying to be a chef. Yoongi is a music producer. Jungkook and Taehyung attends the same Art university like me.

Now I am in my last year of my course. I am doing well with my life. And I'm 24 yet single and virgin, I blame you for this. Because after all this years I am still here in love with you and friend zoned by you.

In these past years you didn't have any girlfriend. You were too much of a Playboy to get into one.

Oh and also I have some girl friends now after years and they are truly good. Their names are Joohyun, Chaeyong and Dahyun.

Things are pretty much same with us. Everyone still meets up once in a while to catch up everything with life. I don't often see you these days because you are too busy with studies nor I see Yoongi, Hoseok or Jimin. I see Taehyung and Jungkook almost everyday because we have few classes together. And I meet Seokjin frequently because our houses aren't that far from each other.

Even though I don't meet you the most you will still be my most favourite human being on the Earth.

Since our student life will end soon the next step is even more scary. Getting jobs. Well Yoongi has a job already but he still isn't well established and struggle with financial problems.

I'm scared of the next step. There isn't much scope for artist here. Only the top one who are brilliantly perfect are successful. And I'm far from that. I'm only good at drawing realistic faces, I have no creativity or imagination.

Jungkook and Taehyung are good at their creativity, they don't draw the best but they draw unique masterpieces and that's what people likes and buys.

Hoseok and Jimin already have their YouTube channel and have made some choreography for some videos. And by the pace they are going I know they will soon be signed to a label as professional choreographers.

Seokjin will soon start his real luck after passing out from his university and start working as chef in restaurants. After much experience he has planned that he will open his own restaurant, he is rich.

Namjoon is studying medical so of course he wants to be a doctor, an orthopedist.

And that's what I fear the most. There's rare cases when a doctor doesn't marry a doctor.

Well who am I to care? I never said him about how I feel so I should not bother.

I have really tried several times to confess but I fail every time when my insecurities and fears attacks me. I'm too scared to loose the strong bond I have with you just because of me being selfish.

I wish someone could help me move on from you cause in this I'm getting no where. I'll probably die single, all alone.

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