You and Harry has been a couple for 3 1/2 years. You has always delt with the hate quite well but today one changed you. It said (@/Y/T/N) “your so fat and ugly Harry doesnt even desverve you, you are only using him to get famous”
This really hurt you because all of it was bullshit! You would never use Harry like that and you were always really insucure about the way you looked but Harry always said you were perfect to him so you never listened! Harry was out recording and later was going out with they boys for Zayn’s birthday. He wasnt going to come home so you realised that you had 5 hours before he was due to come home. You hasnt self harmed in 3 years but it seemed like the only way to make the pain go away right now. U cut and as you did you could feel the pain of the hate slowlh drifting away. You are just about to go to bed when suddenly everything goes black….
You wake up to see a note from Harry..
Hi (Y/N) i came home from Zayn’s party to find you out cold on the floor. Thats when i saw your wrists.. Babe why would u want to hurt yourslef like that, you are the most beautiful girl ive ever seen in my entire life. From the first time i saw you i knew you were the one. I love you with all my heart even if we split up or we were seperated in some way. Please dont ever forget that.. I love you and that why i cant live without you… Literally.
Harry P.O.V
I came home from Zayn’s party hoping to finally tell (Y/N). I want to marry her, i want to spend the rest of my life with her. I finally plucked up the courage to ask her. I opened the door being careful not wanting to wake up my angel incase she didnt wait up for me. I walk in to out bedroom to see a body of the floor. My brain imediatly expected the worse but my heart didnt want to believe it. I turned the body round and my brain was right. My eyes imediatly burst into tears as i thought of my beautiful baby girl dead. I lay with her for 5 minutes not stopping crying, just holding her. Thats when i had the idea, Niall had had to have pain killers for his knee injury and he left some pills here. I went down to the kitchen and grabbed the pills my eyes still watering. I took lots out and got a glass of water but i suddenly thought about writing (Y/N) a letter to go with her to her grave. So i wrote the letter then took the pills. I could feel my body shaking and begining to shut down.
Your P.O.V
You read the letter and the tears spill down you cheeks as you start to realised what Harry means. You run downstairs and see his body slumped up against the fridge. You body collapses and you just lay with him crying. Suddenly it hit you.. Harry killed himself because of you. He thought u were dead when you fainted. You had done this, you have killed Harry.
Its been 4 years since this happend and you still go and visit Harry’s grave everyday. You never found another boyfriend that made you feel the way Harry made you feel. You even lost your job because you wanted to go to his grave everyday. After a while you carried on with your life but you never forgot your love that was Harry Styles
Fast forward to the day you die
You are in your house and you have cancer. You feel your body shutting down and then you die. (In heaven) Harry walks up to you takes your hand and says ” i knew we would be together soon. I love you so much babe and im sorry we didnt get to spend our life together. I only did ot because i thought u were dead”
You replied ” i know Harry, i know and i love you too”
You then take hands and walk off into the distance and begin to spend your lifes together in heaven that you should have had down on earth!
