Pained

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and if you hug me today,
i'll think how far tomorrow is away
i ache for this sin
this...
forbidden attraction of touching your skin

i doubt you'd ever want me
you'll want your lover who is waiting
but would he go slow over your body?
or for you, cancel his availabilities?

you don't see what i would show
i would not let you feel alone
to see those bitches, i'd pull you to go
i could be your safety, your home

i am seeing every part
you are more than a work of art;
you are you
with a smile that puts me beyond mars

it's you i'll always protect
you, my star, my creative intellect

enlightenment from your heart to mine
even on a new moon, you shine
your eyes are fire
and your brain is beautifully divine

but i could never have you...