when i want to forget
when i want to punish myself
for hurting other peoplethe cold glass of the bottle kisses my lips
as the toxic liquid
dances its way down my throatand the smell of smoke
covers my once clean clothes
as i take a long, desperate dragbecause i want to poison myself
i had paradise in youyou're everything to me
the clear voice
the sun at nightyou're my alaska
your seasons long lasting
the cold weather with warmth providedi've thrown it all away
and now i'm the liquor in your liver
the smoke in your lungsall because i couldn't get over it
YOU ARE READING
Pained
PoetryBook #3 in the Drained series Love with a darkness within. (Rants included, along with my old collections from journals I've written in the past)