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The Color Gray

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"Without you, I can't breathe.
I'm nothing without you.
Open my closed heart.
Drench my heart so I can feel you.
Hold me.

Your arms, your warmth, your heart.
I want to see it all, I beg you.

This moment even the warm flower-scented wind,
even the sky without a single cloud,
Everything feels so cold,
and I'm scared of even the clear sky.
If you're not here, I'm just a corpse.
So how can I breathe?
It hurts.

I'm always cry, cry, cry.
I'm going crazy,
exhausted without you.
I think of you without stopping.
I hate it all.
I hate every single day.
It makes me cry.

If there's a chance, I'll catch you.
It's starting, count down.
I'm ready to be cut by your
rose-like embrace
as I hold you again."

--- hold me tight
[Jimin, Jungkook, JHope]

One | Doubts, Dances, Dreams, and Everything in Between

"Hyunmi, do you like your job as a makeup artist and stylist?" Jungkook asked me as I applied lip tint to his lips. As he spoke, I tried not smearing it all over his mouth and getting it everywhere.

"Mm," I said as I nodded my head. "I'm really like it. Why? Are you regretting asking BigHit to hire me after all these years?" I asked.

He chuckled. "No. If I didn't want you here, I would've told them to fire you the first week of debuting."

I smiled as I did some final touches. They were currently getting ready to film another music video that wouldn't even be released until months from now.

BigHit had things pre-planned for BTS way before they debuted. They were even working on music for the next year.

"It's just, I don't know." He sighed. "Sometimes I wonder what would've happened if you and I both chose different careers than the ones we have now." Jungkook said.

"You could've been something like a nurse or a doctor." He said. I shook my head. "I think you're over exaggerating how smart I am." I said.

He glanced up at me with his round doe eyes. "I'm serious. You're even good at English like Namjoon."

Jungkook and I were the same age so that meant we were friends in Korea's age system. We had both went to the same middle school and high school. We were pretty close since we were both quiet people at school.

Everyone else was too dramatic or too loud for us.

In my case, I had excelled at my classes and had finished them before my actual graduation date. I just stayed at school because I didn't know what to do if I had graduated earlier than my peers.