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The Color Gray

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"If you look at it in a certain way,
it's harder loving yourself 
than loving someone else.

Honestly,
let's admit what we have to admit.

The standards you put out
are harsher on yourself.

Inside the center of your life
is a thick growth ring.

It's a part of your life,
and is also what you are.

Let's forgive ourselves now."

--- love myself
[Suga]

Four | Not So Bulletproof

The tour had been going on for quite some time now. The boys were constantly on the go and eating, sleeping, drinking whenever they could. The time they had was very short though. Eventually, their bodies were starting to give out but they kept pushing their limits.

"There's too big of a gap when that part of the song comes on. It's all I said. Why are you not taking me seriously?"

"Taehyung, all I am saying is to give me a break. I need to get to one end of the stage to the middle within a span of three seconds. I am full on running while trying to get to my spot and sing in tune." Seokjin said.

"I know. We all do. Now I'm saying to speed it up just a little bit. It doesn't take that much more for you to do that." Taehyung said.

The other members were sitting around in silence as they listened to their bickering. They were watching it all unfold though since the show was about to start. Jungkook was off to the side as he watched everyone go down with a upset face.

"Do you want me to be in the spot out of breath or do you want me to keep the speed and get there a second later and sing better?" Seokjin asked angrily. I could sense that Seokjin was getting riled up by Taehyung not understanding what Seokjin was saying.

Taehyung too was getting angry for trying to suggest something and Seokjin not listening to his suggestion. "All I am saying is to go there quicker. There's no need for you to start yelling at me." Taehyung yelled.

"You." Seokjin angrily pointed his finger at Taehyung's chest. All up his neck and starting to go up to his face was a red flush from his emotions. "You do not get to speak to me like that. I am many years older than you."

Taehyung simple rolled his eyes before Jimin stepped in to ease the tension. "Okay. That's enough. Let's settle down now." Taehyung scowled at Jimin before storming out the room. Jimin followed his friend who knew Taehyung was going to be crying by himself if he didn't go and comfort him.