Different( Luke Robert Hemmings Fanfic)

Chapter 3 (triggar warning)

(Luke's P. O. V.)
Practice went well. We got pretty sweaty so we're all taking showers. Because they say I make a mess I have to go last. It's my turn and the boys are just wandering around the house in their boxers. I'm probably going to do the same with a shirt on. They know I cut but I still don't want them to have to see the scars. I walk over to my dresser to get out my clothes. I realized that none of my underwear is clean so I go to Cal's dresser and steal some of his. I go back to mine and get a Blink-182 shirt. I go to the restroom and turn on the shower. I get undressed and step in. I wash my hair first. Then about to wash everything else I look down at my body. it's a disappointment every time. I'm so skinny and have no muscle. I eat a ton every time I eat so I can gain weight. I never do though. I hate it. I hate my skinniness. I hate it. I hate myself. I turn off the water and get out. I go to the sink drawers and pull out the left one. That's where they are, my blades. I grab one and sit down in the bath tub of the shower. I press the blade down on my hip, right where the bone is. I see a drop of water fall next to it. I slicked back my hair so I know that's not what it is. That's when I realize that I'm crying. I hear my self start to sob as I drag the blade across my side but there is no controlling my cries. they just continue as more and more marks appear over my sides.

(Calum's P. O. V.)
I can hear cries coming from the bathroom as I pass by it. I realize that Luke's in there. I know what he's doing. I pull the door open and run over to Luke. I take the blade from his hands and throw it away. I wrap my arms around him and cradle him to my chest while he cries. A second layer Ashton and Mike come running in. They see what's going on. They all come and hug Luke to them from different angles. Don't worry me and Ash are the only ones gay and it obvious he only likes me that way. He's so cute.
Once Luke had stopped crying I got up and got a towel. I press the towel over his cuts until they stop bleeding.
"Hey man how bout we watch a movie?" Ash asked. "Can it be Mean Girls?" he asked. "Sure mate," he said.
We all got out of the tub and he got on some boxers. he was about to put on a shirt when Michael stopped him. "if they start bleeding again you'll ruin your shirt," he said to Luke. "your right," Luke said.
We walked out to the living room Ash got the movie while I got blankets. Luke and Michael were already sitting on the couch. Michael was next to the arm of it and Luke was next to him. Ash sat down next to the opposite side as Mike. I sat down and cuddled into Ash. I put the blankets over all of us while Ashton put his arm around me and started the movie.

(Luke's P. O. V.)
It's 10:45 and we had watched all the Mean Girlpp movies.
Now I'm laying in bed because there is nothing to do. Mike fell asleep. Ashton and Calum are talking about whatever is going on between them. My bet is that they become official by tomorrow morning. Maybe even tonight.
While laying in bed I can't help but wonder if Charli would ever love a boy with problems and/or scars. I know I shouldn't even think about the fact that she could even like me. It's 'pedophilia' I know but I can't help it. A 7 year difference isn't a huge age gap anymore. But she's only 11 and I'm 18. It's not right according to society. But society just wants us to be perfectly normal and I'm not that. I'm never good enough. I'm just a fucked up piece of scarred shit.
My old girlfriend Aleisha was a little bitch. She was a bully. She always said I was worthless. She was the reason I started cutting. She broke up with me the first time she saw them. She said that she would never date a boy so weak and that no one would ever love me. She was right no one loves me but the boys and there like family. She was also right about me. I am. Weak.
She wouldn't even look twice if she knew the truth about me. Charli would never, that's to much for an 11 year old to deal with. I need to try to stop thinking these thing. I'll go get some water.
I climbed out of bed. I passed the living room to see Ash and Cal eating each other's faces off. Not literally but they're having a pretty hard-core make out section. Yep they'll be official by morning. I walk into the kitchen and get a glass of water. I'm drinking it when I hear my phone buzz on the table next to me. I see its a text from Charli.
Hey you still awake?
Yea why are you ok?
Yea I'm fine just kinda a bad day
Awe really I'm sorry tell me about it?
Nah I didn't wanna bother you with my life
Oh come one
Nah just some bitches at my school
Your bullied?
Not severely
Charli.........
Luke...........
Never mind
Ok
So what's your real name
I know it's not Charli
It's Charlotte
What's your real name Luke
It's Luke
No it's not
Fine it's Luca
Ha knew it
Lol ok how long have you been part of the 5sos family
Since 2011
Really?
Yea it's hard because I remember you being 15
Wow
Yea
Ok the million dollar question!
Are you a Michael girl, a Calum girl, an Ashton girl, or a Luke girl?
All I'll tell you is it's not Calum or Ashton because I ship #Cashton
Come on tell me! me or Mike?
Hmmmmm it's ...............
TELLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEE
OK OK I'm a .....................
GURL I WILL FIND YOU IN WHATEVER STATE IN AMERICA YOUR IN AND TIE YOU DOWN TILL YOU TELL ME
lol ok good luck finding me
You don't even know what state I live in
Ok what state do you live in
Not gonna tell you
Stop it tell me both
Fine desperate I'm a **** girl and I live in Tennessee
Ok now what city and un-star the name
Memphis and **ke girl
Un star it all the way please
Ok ok Luke
So.........
Girl I'm a Luke girl
YESSSSSSSS YAY YAY YAY YAY YASSSSSSSS
Luke you ok ?
oh yea I'm fine totally cool
Lol ok I got to go talk later
Ok bye

Finally I'm getting closer to meeting her. I know where she lives, well down to the city any way. Next step is address, then a place to stay for a few days there, lastly to get plane tickets and meet her.

Okay this chapter was just a bit more on Luke and his bipolar-depression. Some more progress was made on him and the boys meeting Charli.
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