Out of the darkness

Chapter 7: The accident

In my life I have done a lot of mistakes. Most of them include things like skipping or drinking or doing things that I shouldn't have. There is one thing that has been on my mind, I think its best to just let it out.

               When I lived in Loving, New Mexico I was the definition of a trouble maker. Fights, stealing, you name it I probably did it. I had a really good friend who I always got in trouble with. This is around the time "Family Trouble" was happening so I got out of the house as much as I could. Everything that I did, I regret still to this day. Now this is where it begins....

                We walked out of the store and pocketed around 15 bags of M&M's and of course we bought something just so we weren't suspicious. We both found a piece of glass and looked at each other and Grinned. Not just any grin either. It was the most evil grin anyone could ever look at. We had this game, we would get something shinny and try to blind drivers. For each driver we blinded we got 5 points. we would know if we blinded them because they would get out of their car and start screaming at us. Then we would run away. But this time It was different. I had a feeling something was going to happen but of course being the dummy I am, I ignored it. We started the game. a few mins go by and Im ahead by 15 points. We moved to this busy highway. We started again, but i started shinning it and everything slowed down. A car rammed into a tiny smart car going at least 65 mph. I immediately Dropped the piece of glass. I couldn't believe any of it. It was so bad that i would rather stay home and take more beatings. I could show my face. The next day I saw the wreck on the news. A 68 year old woman and a 23 year old man with a 4 year old in the back were taken to urgent care. The woman passed away and the man barley made it. the 4 year old had a broken rib and a broken arm and a concussion. It was official..I was a really bad person. I hated myself. I didn't know how to take it. But someone told me something to help me through it, "You cant change the past, but you can make your future". To this day im going by that

                                   Thats Not All Of It.... Wait till the next chapter. It will leave you in tears just like it left me in tears.