Betrayed , be loved - phan

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Hey, I'm Phil Lester. I'm a lost boy.
Phils POV
another day of school, smiling, happiness and pure bliss so most parents make it out to be. To me hell, in other words, a place where I have to smile constantly and be happy. Of course, I had friends and stuff well "friends" I swore I only hang out with them to make it not look like I'm alone. I have a best friend tho PJ he's really nice and an honest guy. It's our last year in school and thank god it is. We can't wait to get out. Oh, my other friends there not really relevant.

I walk up to my first lesson English I groan at the site of the English block and remember I have to climb Everest to get to my lesson and then sit in that for an hour of hell. It was pretty boring, to say the least. Most of the cool kids which I wasn't but they seemed to talk to me a bit, it was probably only so that on Sunday they could ask me for the answers to homework due on Monday which they haven't done. Eugh. They were basically stupid twats trying to be cool by acting badly and attention seeking. Well, they were all on their phones. While the teacher blabs out words and people write furiously down on their paper I did that too, to seem like I was paying attention, but in reality, my mind was far away and I was just writing down stupid sarcastic comments about the lesson. Too small for the teacher to pick up on.

Dingggggggg

The sound of the first period over yay. To be honest the next lesson wasn't too bad food. We were cooking and PJ was in the lesson too, so it wouldn't be such a bore. We arrived as the oldish lady greeted us with the trolly full of our bags that we had brought in earlier that morning. We all stood by our large circular tables, which had about 2-4 people per side on, luckily it was just me and PJ on one side, I think she favourites us a little. We always get good reports too. Now I'm not saying I'm a complete goody two shoes. I'm just saying I was well behaved and people got along with for the answers they even copied them in tests.

We all started to lay our ingredients out as the teacher shouted us all to look at what she was doing. She was chopping up an onion, bridge hold. Why this was so exciting I don't know. People look amazed as they saw this wonderful figure CHOPPING AN ONION it's a fucking onion. I think to myself as I turn back towards my desk and start chopping up my vegetables for my home classic Shepard's pie. I must say I wasn't a fan of it myself and basically just did it because it was a recipe miss offered too us. I had a friend who was a girl her name was Ellie. She was nice and all but I never thought more of her than a friend even if I was straight. Like she's pretty but like I said I wouldn't date her. Anyway, she was just saying that she's just gonna chuck away her food as soon as she leaves the class, we all laughed and giggled as this is what happened every week or she'd try and give it one of her friends but it didn't work, to say the least. She was enthusiastic but at the same time, she couldn't wait to get out at  break and see her friends. Sometimes I would wait behind for her and keep an eye on her food as it was nearly done but she Wanted to go. It's not like I had much to do otherwise and it was a nice thing to do, she was always there for me anyway. She was a good person. I feel like friendships with the opposite sex can end badly or be really nice and ours was really nice. We never hung out like but we would still play Xbox and games together over live with some of my friends, she enjoyed it and that was the good thing. Okay well, maybe I liked her for a bit but not anymore. Well, that's a story for another day.

Back to cooking after our little laugh session, she moved over to our table mine and PJ there was enough room and the girls on her side was annoying her as personally they were bratty bitches which most of them were, to be honest , oh did I mention that we're in the same form so we've done class projects together before . It was fun, we would only work together when it had to be boy-girl pairs we already had people telling us to date, that was enough thank you. I'd just put all my vegetables in a pan with some stock as the teacher told us we could all leave for break. Great I thought perfect timing so now I had to either stay behind but I had things to do, turn the gas off, or leave it simmering. Which could have been dangerous. Ahhh this was annoying. The teacher saw me and said " don't worry Phil I'll keep an eye on it " I thanked her and walked out to meet PJ my other friends laughing at me saying teaches pet I hit them and we walked off towards the top playground, basically a car park.

We all arrived up there to see a large circle forming in the centre of the yard. I shouted as everyone came running towards me to only find the fight hadn't even started and we were just all huddling in a circle which made it seem like a fight was gonna happen. "What a waste of time, " Chris said. I mean he was right but we had nothing better to do. Most of my friends had snacks and I and PJ would steal food off them at break as Our lunch was at 1:05 pm and it was only 10:50 am now. Normally I had breakfast but I was in a rush today to get out.

Dingggggg

The bell went again signalling it was the end of break and all the teachers shoved us back to our lesson. We arrived back and my pan was turned off and my vegetables soft just perfect. I thanked our teacher and got on with what was next. Potatoes I cut them up and placed them in hot water while helping Ellie finish her cooking off as she was a little behind. This lesson was all a joke really a fun time for us all.

After that long lesson, the day was nearly over only a few more lessons and lunch but it wasn't all that bad, to be honest, lunch went quickly and so did the rest of the day and before I knew it I was on the bus on my way back to home.

Our bus was tatty and literally breaking and smelt of burning rubber at all times. I hated it there was mould in the windows but we were the only people who didn't have to pay. Suppose you pay for what you get. The bus was mostly filled with people I knew from my primary school. I didn't really have any friends on there, to be honest, just a few people I knew. There was my so-called friend well that's what they called me and hung around with me a lot. It was Ryan. He was nice and all just got my nerves a lot and stuff. I sat next to him whenever he actually got on the bus but normally it would be me with my broken headphones blasting muse and panic down my ears. Until I reached my stop.

Only a small walk away was my house I had to cross a busy road with a few other people. One being Sophie one of Ellie's friends she was nice, I and no problem with her she went to my old school so we got on pretty well. It was only a couple of mins a day we would talk and stuff so it didn't really matter.

I reached my house after the long day and just flop onto the chair and put my bag down and take off my shoes before placing myself on the sofa of doom. Well where my parents would question me endlessly about my day and what happened, god they were so overprotective. So after a while, I would go to my room to only occasionally leave if they shouted me and for dinner and something to drink now. And again and obviously for the toilet. Ahah. Youtube was one of my biggest things that made me happy other peoples success made me smile I loved it. If it wasn't watching youtube I'd be painting and listening to fob, muse, tøp, p!atd and some other stuff. Then eventually I would sleep after a long day you would think it's easy to sleep nope nope nope nope.
My mind stays restless
Thinking about events that day
Your wondering why I'm lost right
Take a look inside my brain
I'll show you later
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1569 words !!! Ayer, I'm proud anyway I hope this is good . :) it's currently 11:55 pm ahah and I've not slept much last night but I'm bored as hell . Well byeeee