Betrayed , be loved - phan

T h i r t e e n

Dans POV
"Dan! Dan .dan!!" It's phil calling my name and shaking me as if to get up . I suppose it's 7 am and we have to get to school . "What phillll" "it's 7am!" He says it as if it was the end of the world . He was cute when he was like that - fuck dan , your not ment to say that stuff ! You shouldn't like him , I had no proof phil liked me and I told myself I'd get hurt if I started to love him , but only last night , his story it made me feel so emotional and sorry for him , I wanted to hug him forever and never let go and tell him everything was going to be all-right but it wasn't , I was falling deeper into him , and he was falling into a worse pit of emotionless ness . He was afraid and alone without me I couldn't leave him again like last time , the reason I didn't talk to him as much was because I dated one of his friends and it was dead awkward and I didn't want him to get the wrong impression , he thinks otherwise tho .
"Dannnnn!" "Fineee I'm awake I'm alive I'm getting up" I say putting one leg out to brave the cold , a shiver went through me as the heating wasn't on making me a little cold before my body adjusted to the temperature. I walk over to the bathroom and wash my face and use the toilet . The cold water waking me up and making me more cold , I went downstairs and called phil too who was getting ready at the time . He'd come down in his school shirt undone and his school trousers done up . I offered him some breakfast but he said he would get some before he went . Fuck he was fit , fits not the correct word tho is it dan ? Let's be honest I think he was more than fit . Hey but friends can think that right? He went back upstairs while I sat at the breakfast bar eating my cereal . It was silent like allways apart from the crunching of my cereal and sweet humming of phils voice from upstairs , it was nice just like when I was humming the other day . Relaxing and calming . A little noise can help anyone .

After a while phil finallly comes down stairs for some breakfast , I was about finished so I told him to help himself to stuff as I was going to get ready .

We'd exited the door . A worried face spread across phils face . "What's wrong phil?" "I don't know I just don't feel right I'm a little scared maybe ?" He was asking himslef the question too I think . Was he scared about going home to his parents or having to leave mine . What would he do ? I was worried for him and I was worried about what his parents might do if he returned home but what would my parents say for him staying over . I can't leave him .

Time skip at school

Pj looked at us gone out then smirked at us we both replied with a strong "no !"I think he got the idea , and then he came up to us and talked to us "what are you guys doing together then this morning" I sighed knowing this could be an easy explaination or a long winded one . "I went round dans in the morning he had my chem book" "ye , I was borrowing it for homework" "hmm I see you two ," he laughed to which we both joined in . Finally Chris turned up and we all walked to our forms . Miles apart ,forever in heart

Maths

I have a migraine . It's pounding and my paracetamol are in the bottom of my bag . I can't go to medical I can't leave phil , I can't go home , I can't leave phil , I can't get caught , I can't leave phil .
The sound of pens clicking didn't help either they just made it worse . The quiet normal chatter sounded loud and annoying instead of calming . My head hurts , it's like I'm being stabbed , only a few more lessons to go dan , I drank some water . Slightly warm from my bag . I remove my blazer letting the slightly stuffy rooms heat hit my skin . But also cooling my body down . The teacher looked at me , I looked straight at my paper which was spinning in circles and going around and around . The shapes all making one , 10 mins to go before the bell goes , the bell which normally brings hell , this would bring happiness , the chatter gets louder as we are packing up to go . My head hurts , but I can't leave phil . I rummage around in my bag to find a couple of paracetamols left in a box at the bottom which I slip into my pocket , I'm definitely taking these as soon as I leave this classroom . The chatter quietened as the bell went and the teacher dismissed us all . I place the two white round chalky things in my hand and place them in my mouth . Them slightly dissolving leaving a nasty taste behind . I swallow large gulps of water to flush them down into my system . Thankyou paracetamol God's

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Little shorter than normal sorry , I don't want to write crap chapts and I'm not really feeling it rn but I hadn't updated in 2 days so here ya go . ~ peppa