"Babe I've been so stressed lately. Nothing has been turning out well with the boys, and I haven't talked to my mom in months. I'm not feeling as happy as I used to..."
Namjoon talked aloud to you laying on your lap, laying his hand on your thigh. You played with the hair on the nape of his neck as he talked trying to make him more relaxed. He had just come back from his tour. You haven't seen each other for about two months due to his schedule, but he always made time to call you.
"All I can say is that everything will be okay babe. I can't really give you any soul advice, because I don't know where you're coming from. I just want to tell you that I'm here for you whenever, and that things will work out in the end."
You caressed Namjoon's face with your thumb and he smiled at you causing his dimples to come out. It made you melt on the inside.
Namjoon sat up beside you and took your hands in his.
"You're the only thing that makes me happy these days."
He caressed your hand with his thumb. Your heart fluttered like it did when you first saw him. Just like it did when he asked you to be his girlfriend.
Namjoon gestured you to sit between his lap and you followed after calming down.
You're sitting between his crossed legs when he wraps his veiny arms around you, and nuzzles his head into your neck. Then kisses it softly.
"I love you.."
He slurred into your neck pausing the movie you guys were watching while he vented to you.
"I -I love you t-too--"
He kissed your neck again and again causing you to moan from your moth slightly. His grip around you was tighter than before, but not to the point where it would hurt you. To be honest, you were a little turned on by it.
"You like that?"
He smirked against your skin. Breathing against it. Your emotions were all over the place. Wasn't he just venting to you about his problems not too long ago? You forgot about everything that happened earlier when he started slightly sucking on your collarbone.
You grasped his grey sweatpants out of excitement and he stopped.
"Why'd you stop?"
"You're excited aren't you...?"
You turned around and looked him in the eye. His fluffy hair softly placed on his forehead in that dreamy middle-part. He bit his lips, and grabbed your face. Pulling you into a passionate kiss.
Your hands traveled into his neck and collarbone as He explored your mouth.
You start to hear little taps of rain on the window. It set the mood well.
Namjoon moaned into your mouth as his body presses against yours. One hand at your inner thigh, and the other on your waist.
"Never leave me baby okay?"
He said in a breathy tone as He stopped kissing you. You nodded in response. You knew he was just as anxious as you are.
He picked you up off of the couch and led you to the bedroom where the room was dimly lit by the sun behind the grey clouds. He puts you on the bed and hovers over you. He starts kissing you again, softly. But it was more smooth for some reason.
He takes off your shorts and his hand glides to cup one of your breasts. You gasped in his mouth. He chuckles, but doesn't break the kiss.
Your hands find their way to his stomach. You feel the outline of his faint abs. He stops kissing you for a split second to take off his shirt, then his sweatpants. He was left in his boxers.
"Mhm, let me have you..."
He says while scanning your body after taking off his pants. You took a deep breath at his words and his hands went to your waist to lift you into his lap.
"You can have me"
You say in between the newly started kiss. Namjoon slides your underwear from off of your legs without breaking the kiss and starts fingering you without waiting for your okay.
"Ah shit--"
You weren't ready and he knew. He shushed you with his other finger, then he laid you on the bed and started going faster.
You were almost at your high when he stops and replaces his fingers with his tongue.
"Shit Namjoon-"
You grabbed a fist-full of his hair as he licked all over you.
"Shh baby I just wanna hear you..."
You can't think of what to concentrate on. His words, or his actions.
You were about to reach your high again when he stops and enters you.
"N-nam--"
He goes faster and you both gasp for air.
You grip the bed sheets and let out a moan of his name.
"Oh shit, baby say it again-- fuck"
You know that he's about to reach his high because he's biting his lip.
"Ah, n-namjoon"
"Fuck... ah fuck.."
Namjoon reached his high, and pulled out of you.
He picked you up while you are still trying to get air so he could clean you up.
He ended up making a bath for the both of you.
You both sat in the steaming water, cooling down. As you're wrapped around him for the little time that the water is hot, he says
"I needed that..."
He kisses your neck softly and laughs against your neck.
The end.
