The next thing that Jimin's brain processes is that he's in the hospital, bandages wrapped around his thighs just tight enough to be uncomfortable. He finds himself trying to scratch his legs through them.
There's no one else in his hospital room, which makes Jimin's heart sink a bit. A small part of him had hoped his members would be here with him. The majority of him however, didn't want them to see him this way.
They already hate you, you have nothing to loose anymore. Who cares if they see you like this?
He clenches his fists around the white bedsheets as the dark thoughts return to his mind. Squeezing his eyes shut, he lets out a choked sob, trying to push the thoughts away.
He thinks about Yoongi's words, about how his Hyung had told him how much it hurt them to see him this way. Yoongi's heartfelt confession will surely calm him down.
It doesn't.
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Monster || p.jm
Fanfiction『"I look in the mirror and see a monster."』 In which a depressed Kpop idol hides the crimson art carved onto his body and the pessimistic thoughts carved into his mind. Warning: This book contains topics that may be triggering to some people. Read a...