Call On Me

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Arianna

Today just seemed like one of those days where Kentrell was in his bag. He wasn't talking to nobody, barely ate or drank anything. It's 10 and he's on his third blunt.

I've been woke since 7 this morning. I had to go on a run just to get some exercise in because I know after the kids leave I won't wanna go for that run I'll be tired.

'Imagine being a full time mom' I thought to myself.

I've lived with him for 3 months and this is the first I've seen him like this. He really wasn't going outside today. Periodt! No if, ands, or buts about it.

I feel him cause it's hot as hell in Louisiana today.

The doorbell rang letting us know one of the kids arrived.

I shook my head walking to get the door he didn't bother to open. It's Monday meaning I'm watching the kids again. Well Taylin and Kayden because Starr still being petty.

"He got a little attitude this morning so don't be afraid to pop his ass" Nisha suggested to me, nudging Kayden in the house. I laughed at her cause she really don't play. "Nah he always good for me. It's-" I looked back, shutting the door "Kentrell. He seem out of it today"

She rolled her eyes flagging me off "Girl he be on his period too I don't got time for him"

I guess as a babymom you get tired of your babydad's shit because when Nia dropped Taylin off I asked her about Kentrell too and she didn't seem too moved by it.

After breakfast I sat them in the living room to play.

I officially made a schedule for the babies so it's not so disorganized.

10 am- breakfast
11 am- play
12 pm- outside
1 pm- snack & nap #1
2 pm- lunch
3 pm- movie
4 pm- snack & nap #2
5 pm- dismissal

"Daddy doesn't wanna play right now. Maybe later okay" I kissed Taylin's cheek, taking him in the other direction to play with Kayden.

All he wanted was his father's attention. I'm 18 and till this day that's all I want.

"Stop cryin fo I give you sumn ta cry bout boy" Kentrell threatened at Kayden. Yeah, no I don't wanna see my lil boos get in trouble cause they daddy is not for the bullshit today.

I decided to put them in their strollers and go for a walk. I know this ain't the safest place to be walking 2 year olds but these folk round here know better. These Kentrell kids!

On our stroll back home Kayden kept pointing to a red car that was kinda similar to his dad's in the parking lot. Just that big ass puff let me know exactly who it was. I took the kids back in the house to wash their hands for snack and their first nap.

"Kentrell I been calling you" Jania said, bursting through the front door. He looked her way then down at his phone and shrugged like it meant nothing to him. "What's ya problem? You always gotta attitude"

"Get out" he simply said, not needing to repeat his self.

Her dumb ass from Houston .. how the fuck she be getting to Louisiana that easily just to pop up at the most random times? Bitch must remember this nigga credit card number or something.

After the babies left it was just me and him at home. I decided to take the risk at bothering him. "Kentrell?"

He looked up from his phone, sitting up on his bed.

"What's up?" I sat on the bed genuinely concerned for my friend. I put my hand over his "whatever you tell me won't leave this room"

He shook his head laughing "You won't understand"

"I bleed like you bleed. What is it that I won't understand?"

"That none of this shit mean anything to me" he took his jewellery off. "This house, them cars, this jewelry" he shrugged "none of it"

I nodded for him to continue because I was still a little lost.

"Sometimes I don't wanna be Youngboy. I just wanna be Kentrell" the look on his face told it all.

"And you still are Kentrell .. at least to me, your family, your gang, and Nene"

"No they fuck wit Youngboy" he shrugged like it wasn't nothing to him.

"I fuck wit both" Youngboy lit as fuck but Kentrell is lovable too.

Kentrell

Kentrell got feelings too but nobody ask how he feeling. I did somethin fo allem and ain't nobody gimmie nothin. "I just feel like-" I sighed "Sometimes I just feel stuck in my reality. I can't go outside without somebody demanding a picture. I can't get caught having fun or the shaderoom gone post me"

"Fuck all them. You know who real and who ain't. You been that, remember?" I smiled at her lil reference she stole from me.

Sometimes when I talk to her I wonder why I can't never have these conversations with Nene. Babyjoe lucked up and I'm mad I let him have this one.

"You're special. And if ain't nobody ever tell you, yes we all love you. Everything about you. The way you talk. Your hair" I laughed at her trying to make me feel better, laying on the bed. I pulled her on top of me to finish talking.

She had on her night gown and I have the perfect view of how them titties was sitting.

"The 38 tattoo on your neck" she traced it with her finger. I tuned her out just staring at her back.

Her finger ran across the scars on my forehead. "And let's not forget .. Your eyes. Them bitches are grey" she leaned closer to get a better look.

In this moment she knew she fucked up.

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"Stop runnin" I grunted, holding her hips to keep her still. "Ken-kentrellllll" she moaned, reaching her hand back.

For a thick bitch I would expect her to take it. Nene smaller than her and don't be running no more.

"Shut up and take this dick" I slapped her ass one last time before I pulled out, nutting on her back.

Since she made me feel good I was being nice too, I ain't make her my babymom. And I even got the towel for her back.

Arianna

I wobbled back to my room instantly regretting walking into his room.

I swear that was a one time thing and it can not happen again. Teelee would be pissed, Babyjoe would lose his shit.

What they don't know won't hurt them right?