Call On Me

lose

Arianna

"I don't care bout none of that shit" Kentrell huffed, pacing the floor.

"Trell chill" I told him. We just came back from shooting a scene for his upcoming music video. We were in New Orleans. Me, Teelee, Kd, Babyjoe, Jania, Tyler, Ben, and the babies.

"Naw we gone spray that shit" Babyjoe said, spinning his gun on his finger. I turned to him "You gone sit yo trigger happy ass down"

"I got my shit. All I needed was the green light to have dat block hot" Tyler told his brother. I shook my head at him.

This is a disaster. This why they all friends, hot headed ass niggas.

Some car full of niggas pulled up on set talking bout this they hood and shit and Kentrell wasn't for it. Good thing I told them leave the weapons because it would've been a blood bath on sight.

We dont need none of them catching a case for killing broke niggas.

"Bae want me to get yo gun?" Jania asked cheefuly like this was a cute moment. She got to be the stupidest bitch on earth.

"Tee can you take the babies upstairs?" I asked her, she gathered them walking them up the steps to a bedroom to keep them from around this chaos.

"Yeah get that shit", Jania happy ass skipped away to fund the damn gun like she was Blue's clues.

"Why y'all always tryna do this?" I asked, nervous. I didn't know what to do to convince them not to because once their mind is made up it's done.

"Ain't no nigga telling me what I ain't doing" Kentrell mugged me.

"Real shit. It's gone be me or them" Ben said, placing his tool on his lap.

"Yall not bulletproof! All it takes for a motherfucker with nothing to lose to bust back then what?" I yelled at all of them. I was standing in front of Babyjoe, Tyler, Kd, and Ben on the couch. Youngboy was pacing in front of them.

They all sat quietly, thinking about what I just said.

"Y'all got too many people that love y'all. Shit, y'all mommas gone lose they minds if something happened to one of y'all", me too. I know I ain't know them for too long but I got this love for all of them like they my brothers.

"If it's my time ima go" Kentrell said lowly. I could've smacked the dog shit out this boy. "Ain't shit here I gotta stay fo"

Nothing? So we gone act like he ain't got kids, a girlfriend, fans, and a family. "Really?"

"Yeah iont owe nobody shit" he huffed, balling his fist up.

"You got how many kids Kentrell?"

"Arianna this aint-"

"ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION" I yelled at him, turning his face to look at me.

"Dont yell at him" I heard Jania say from behind me. These niggas already mad I gotta stay calm but she pushing it. Me getting mad ain't gone solve shit.

I ignored her, holding his face to mine so I know he heard me. My dumb ass was trying not to get lost in them damn grey eyes, stumbling on my words.

"Three" he shrugged, staring down at me.

"Okay. You said you want your sons to grow up with a dad. How if you dead?" I backed him against the wall so he aint have no where to go. "Sad reality is all they moms gone move on having another nigga raise them. I know you aint gone like that"

"Gang ain't gone let no nigga step on my sons"

"Yeah thats cool and all, Imagine them lost in this world cause ain't nobody ever show them right. Looking at pictures and videos of you with them when they were babies, what's the point if you wasn't down to stuck it out their teenage years and watch them grow up? I know you know how that feel bruh, you dont want that for them"

He looked away, not saying a word because he knew I was right. "No you don't owe yo babymoms shit" maybe except child support, but that's besides the point.

"I'm forever grateful for you and you don't owe me shit either. To be honest not even Jania. Just loyalty to your boys. You see how they look at you. Now you walk out that door and it's a 50 percent chance you won't walk back in"

Honestly, Kentrell need a fucking hug. Somebody that's real with him, brutally honest. Jania kiss his ass that's why he treat her any ole kinda way.

You can tell by looking in his eyes that he's hurting deep down inside. He ain't just popping off on no small situation like this for nothing. This years of anger and unsolved pain that make him this way.

Can you blame him? He ain't grow up in the best way but he here now, and that's what I want him to see. I want him to realize that he can let that past shit go and live in the moment. Realize the beautiful things in life like all he's accomplished, his kids, the fact that he's still alive.

Oh yeah, but start by getting rid of Jania.

Kentrell

Her message was really hitting me. All she was saying was big facts. I can't imagine some other nigga tryna play daddy to my sons or dragging my name through the mud knowing I ain't here to defend myself.

I don't do allat yelling shit but she fine so I let it slide. If she was a ugly bitch I woulda mugged the fuck outta her bruh.

She was tryn put me in my place and shit. I think I liked it.

She held her hands on her hips, turning to my niggas on the couch "And y'all niggas right here .. what the fuck bruh? Y'all ain't shooting shit" she told them, smacking the gun down out Tyler hands. "Y'all too young to go to jail. Give America what they want .. to label you as a thug and make you a number in the system. Y'all better than this"

Jania gave me my glock "So what's next?"

Arianna turned to the side after hearing Jania, "And you bout the dumbest bitch alive. If you cared bout him why would you help the problem get worse? You should be reminding him he bigger than this instead yo airhead ass-"

"Dont worry bout my boyfriend you got your own" Jania yelled at her from across the room.

"You sound dumb"

"Shut up and listen Nene", everybody in the room looked surprised I told her that. I'm over it. Arianna is right.

"Y'all ain't gotta be friends with them niggas or make peace but damn, try to live a little" She took Babyjoe's gun from his hands, placing it on the table.

"Can we just cool out and ride the rest of this day out?" She looked at all of us. Nobody said nothing in protest nor agreed so I'm guessing everyone made up their mind in their heads.

I heard Jania footsteps coming after me "Kentrell-"

"Leave me alone", I walked upstairs in my room to be alone. Instead I walked in on Teelee with my sons. Kayden walked over to me, tapping my leg. I picked him up, just thinking about all she said.

Arianna really had me thinking, do Jania really love me? If she do she wouldn't assist my dumb shit, instead she'd be my peace. My life hectic enough and I'm only 20 all I need is some peace.

Having a down chick is cool and all but I need somebody that's not like me. Arianna level-headed, Jania too much like me to the point where I don't like it cause I feel like I'm looking in the mirror.

All I could think was Babyjoe lucked up. He got a smart girl and mine just in the way sometimes.

《《《《《《《《《《》》》》》》》》》

Quick lil blurb I been had in my notes that was supposed to be published a whileeee ago

Next update almost done I just gotta finish it bc I got ocd i swear. As y'all can see my old chapters are shorter bc I used to wanna meet my 1k word goal now it's 2k because Ik everybody like longer chapters and it gives more detail yk

● Comment & Vote ●