Endless Lovemaking

7.

Before long Lee and I were a thing. We hadn't put any titles on anything but we enjoyed each others company often. After four months we had explored so many things sexually I was amazed by him. Lee specialized in lovemaking. He could go for hours simply doing foreplay. He had made me cum so many times by the way he licked up and down my body I got tingles just thinkin about it. It's like he left a mark on me I could feel his lips on my skin just by thinking about him.
Today we were supposed to meet for dinner once I got off of work. I was excited as hell. I felt like our bond was so instant and close. I was developing fast feelings for Lee. I know that both Derrick and Tereny had scarred my heart a little but Lee was a breath of fresh air. Things with him felt different. He took the time to know me. He catered to me. He was strong, successful, goal driven, honest and dammmn was he sexy.
Lee was all I ever wanted in a partner. I was literally on cloud nine and felt like nothin could bring me down off this high. Well that was short lived when I waited over two hours for Lee to show up for dinner. He wasn't answering any of my calls or texts and I was livid. I finally left the restaurant doing 80 in a 60, fuck a ticket. I was headed home when I thought that maybe something was wrong and Lee could've been hurt. Maybe there was an emergency and he didn't have time or a way to call. I decided to just drive by his house and make sure things were cool.
When I pulled up I both of his cars were in the driveway along with another car. I got out and walked up to the door and it was open. I opened it to enter and immediately I heard a woman's voice yelling.
She was asking him how could he move on and if he still loved her. She was crying and begging him to give her another chance. Then she said something I wasn't ready for. She told him she was pregnant. I almost passed out. Here I was ready to take our relationship to the next level. I was falling in love with Lee and now this other woman swept my fantasy right from under me.
I slowly back out of the house and got into my car and went home. I didn't know what to do. My mind was everywhere. I wonder how long ago he had stopped seeing her. I wondered if I was prepared enough to deal with the fallout of what this news brought and how it would affect what we shared. When I made it home Lee was calling. I declined his calls and went inside. I laid in bed crying until I drifted off to sleep. Why me? Was I not worthy of true love, I thought.