Endless Lovemaking

9.

Four months later

I was still not over Lee but I had began casually dating other people. I was young and in my prime. Yes, my soul mate had gotten away but I couldn't stop searching for someone else to love. At the moment I was seeing Jazz. She was a butch female who was oh so sexy.

Jazz pictured above

Her and I had some good times but mostly we had good sex. Her tongue was of the devil and her strap game was immaculate. No, she wasn't Lee but she damn sure was a good place filler.
Jazz was a dj at one of the hottest clubs in the city. Tonight was their all white affair and it was packed in the club. I was sitting in the vip upstairs waiting on Jazz to finish her set when I spotted him. There Lee was. He was looking so fuckin sexy. Sexier than I remember . He stuck out like a sore thumb because he was the only one who didn't have on all white.

I didn't know how much I'd missed him until I felt my kitty throbbing. I was distracted by Jazz walking up behind me gripping my waist. I turned to her and tongued her down before we took a seat on the couch . She began kissing and licking all over my face and neck. I tried to enjoy it but I was all thrown off. There was my love, the one who got away right downstairs from me.
I pushed jazz off and told her I had to use the restroom. I just had to see him . I don't know why but I had to. I walked down the stairs headed towards the restrooms. I knew he would see me because he and his friends weren't too far from the area.
I went in and when I came out there he was posted on the wall waiting. He smile at me with those gorgeous eyes glistening and I felt butterflies dancing in my stomach.
"H-heyy " I mumbled out nervously.
" hey love, how you been" He said pulling me into an embrace. I nearly melted into his arms he smelled so fuckin good.
"I've been ok, how about yourself" I asked pulling back.
"Making it" He said nodding. "So you look beautiful as I remember. What are you doing here? This isn't really your scene if I remember correctly" he said looking in my eyes.
"Yea. It's not but my girlfriend was spinning tonight and kind of drug me out " I said laughing.
"Oh. Girlfriend you say?" He asked curiously. "Girlfriend as in Brooke or girlfriend as in girlfriend girlfriend"
"Girlfriend as in we're dating" I said.
I could see a hint of jealousy cross his eyes and he told me congratulations. We made small talk for a few more minutes before I excused myself and went back to vip. Imagine my surprise when I see some skank sitting in Jazz's lap as soon as I made it up the stairs.
I blacked out so fast and before I knew it I had grabbed the whore by the back of her tacky weave and punched her down to the floor. Then I straddled on top of Jazz before she could stand and started whooping her ass too. She couldn't block no shots and before I knew it my hand and her face was covered in blood. Security ran over and tried to grab me but I just shrugged them off and took off down the stairs. Next thing I know I was hit in the back of the head with something and turn around it was the skank. I started throwing blow for blow to her ass and was about to stomp the hoe out until I felt someone grab me and pick me up. It was Lee. He threw me over his shoulder and walked straight out the club.
He carried me to his car and sat me inside on the passenger side. I was fuming. Here I was again being played like some hoe by a fucked up person. I was so good and genuine I don't see why this kept happening to me. Lee took off headed towards my condo and I just glared out the window fighting back tears.
When we made it to my house there was an awkward silence. I didn't know what to say to him. All the old feelings I tried to hide by 'living life' were coming back up. I had to get away from him and fast.
"Thank you" I said before reaching for the handle to open the door.
"Tatianna I made a huge mistake hurting you the way I did. I'm so sorry I miss you so much" he said. "I still care about you. Can you ever forgive me?"
"I forgive you" I said and I stepped out the truck and headed to my door.