Rated R

chapter four.

>>>> A Few Weeks Later<<<<<

i woke up with puffy eyes. my hair was all over the place my make up ran so i had dried up streaks everywhere. i looked hideous. i couldn't sleep or eat i didn't even want to think. i had to ask my mom to keep the twins how could i take care of someone else when i was struggling with myself. it just didn't seem real chresanto loved me..why did he even think about cheating? the doorbell rung. i walked to the door and opened it there stood my husband.. soon to be ex. "can we talk?"  "i have nothing to say to you" i spat at him. i looked down. "i just need time to think". "you've had weeks! what's taking so long?" he asked. "oh i don't know maybe trying to decide if i wanna forgive my cheating husband..trying to decide are you worth it?" i replied. "look i know i fucked up but c'mon were married and have two babies together an-" i quickly cut him off. "chresanto cut that shit out you have no idea how much you hurt me just put yourself in my shoes..how would you feel seeing me carry a baby that wasn't yours?.. and then to top it off you caught me sleeping with my baby daddy?" my eyes started to water but i quickly wiped them my mama always told me don't cry over a nigga who ain't shit. awkward silence filled the room chresanto's phone began to rang. "it's bree" he said looking me in my eyes. "just go" i stated rolling my eyes showing him the door. i glanced down and my wedding ring and simply took it off. i placed it down on the table. "looks like im not using this anymore" i mumbled to myself.

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A Month Later

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i packed the twins bag for an overnight stay. i finally let chresanto keep the boys since he got his own place. he ended his relationship with bree or so he says he has. i was about to check the bags again until the door bell rung. i opened the door to see a smiling chresanto. "where why boys?" he said cheesing like a chester cat. "right in here" i said flashing a fake smile. he opened his arms for a hug i hesitated at first but gave in. he smelt so good! he made me kness get weak and i caught myself holding tighter. -wait no nicole your supposed to be mad at him!- he chuckled. "you can let go now" i shot a evil glare at him then couldn't help but laugh. he picked up both carriers but sat them down and asked me to come here. "wassup?" asked. he moved closer and i began to back up. he smirked "don't run" suddenly he kissed me i tried my hardest not to kiss back but i gave in . he broke away and began to laugh . "you still want me" he said in a satisfying tone. once again he picked up the boys along with their bags and walked out. what ever he had planned that night had successfully worked.