Rated R

chapter six.

he leaned in closer attempting to kiss me. i quickly dodged and gave him a light push. he furrowed his eyes in confusion . "is something wrong?- he asked. "yeah have you forgotten.. i'm married!.. and oh to top it off i have two babies!!"- i said while trying to remove his hands from around my waist. he still didn't budge. "what's the big deal i can help you with the boys and about your marriage why wait i mean he did cheat on you right besides y'all haven't slept in the same bed for over a month."- he said. although i still loved chresanto issa had a point. i mean chresanto could possibly be seeing someone else right now...so why couldn't i?. "i guess your right but i do-" issa didn't hesitate to kiss me this time . he planted his hands on my waist while i wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss. i broke free . "we shouldn't" - i said trying to regain my breath. "do you want to is the question"- he said looking me in the eyes. i couldn't lie i wanted to i really really wanted to. "no strings attached"- i mumbled. he nodded and began to kiss me this time with more confidence . i didn't dare hold back . all my old feelings for him came back. i kept having chresanto pop in my mind . issa was a good kisser but i not like chresanto. i broke free again. "im sorry but i can't im still in love with chresanto...im trying to enjoy this but i can't ." issa looked a little hurt but gave me a look saying he understood. "wow ma chresanto must really got you caught up"- he said while chuckling. i smiled and also felt relieved he didn't take it the wrong way. "but look if you ever change your mind you know what to do"- he said pecking my lips one last time before walking out.

i looked at the time. i'd forgotten all about my babies! i threw on some clothes and hopped in my car. i rung the doorbell to see a shirtless chresanto. "why is it your always shirtless when i come over here?" - i asked in amusement. he laughed. "like what you see?"- he said raising an eyebrow. i gently pushed in out the way. "boy where are my babies ?" -i asked. "they are asleep so we can have some alone time. i rolled my eyes playfully. "what do you have up your sleeve?" "it's a surprise"- he said gently pinching my butt.  i yelped and chresanto erupted in laughter. i playfully hit him in the stomach but he grabbed my hand and pressed it against his abs. "gon head get a good feel you know you wanted to" i pouted. how did he know all the stuff i wanted to do? he knew he was making me weak and was enjoying every minute of it. "let's eat"- he said leading me to the kitchen. chresanto could really throw down he cooked steaks , baked potatoes , and green beans. "wow i love it when a man cooks for me"- i said digging into my food. "well soon you'll have meals like this everyday." i raised my eyebrow "what do you mean?". he cleared his throat . "i mean when i win your heart back I'll cook you meals everyday in our house" - he said. "who said you lost it in the first place"- i asked trying to hide my blushing. he stood up and walked towards me and kissed me passionately. he took my hand and lead me towards the back. "what about all this?" - i said pointing to the food. he picked me up bridal style . "i think i want dessert now"- he said smirking.