HIM

Chapter 1

Jaehee

"It's been so long yoongi" he was standing right in front of me, no where to escape away from me. I guess it's finally the time for him to face me.

"Jeahee"he said in his deep mannish voice looking directly in my eyes

"How have you been?" He asked coldly

"Great" lie, I lied to him with no hesitation, could I tell him I missed him , could I just wrap my arms around him. Can I yell at him, you left me so weak and dim

"Good for you" he replied giving me that look of who you are fooling.

Silence . we both stood there recognizing the distance between us , the boy who once told me I was his first love flew away leaving me with broken wings.

"Want to have something to drink?" he said coldly having an innocent look.

"Yeah sure, why not"

We both headed to a café around the corner, he just ordered and I sat there waiting as always, waiting for him to speak, call or come to me. He always kept a small line to never face me, but not because he is mean. He used to hide a lot of things .

"Here you go"

"Thanks" I replied taking a sip from my hot coffee which made my body warm a bit from the cold weather.

"Then what's up, what are you doing now??"

I looked the other side and answered him coldly "just collage, you?"

"I am just helping my father in his company, jaehee listen I wanted to talk to you months ago and clarify everything" he replied but the way he looked at me made me sure that there will be no explanation served now.

"Really" I answered sarcastically

"I needed time to be alone and think"

"Yes yoongi, the time is all yours now "I took my cell phone, backpack, and got up. He held my hand but without looking to me "please" he said with a low sad voice, which made my heart ache again.

I hate being weak for him but I also loved how my love to him controlled me, Does that make sense?

We went out of the café for a small walk in the streets.

"Can't we just be friends again??" he suddenly asked out of nowhere but I sort of expected that.

"Haha, why are you asking confidently" I rolled my eyes

"Because I know you well" he gave me his irresistible gummy smile

"I have changed"

"yah, stop acting strong" he stood infront of me.

"I am leaving"

"Give me your cell phone for a second"

"Are you crazy? move!!" But who am I talking to, he just snatched ot out of my hands.

"My number is still there and "gummy smile", yes you truly changed" he laughed pointing at me

I am embarrassed and honestly I wanted to smile seeing him laugh like that it's like the old yoongi, but I had to force myself to do this , I had to be cold to him.

"Just let me take you home, I suppose you didn't change that too"

"Just shut up, it's too late anyways"

"Won't you say something useful?" I suddenly asked waiting for him to say anything.

"Do you still talk to the boys?"

"Really yoongi?!" I rolled my eyes, are we both going to continue acting for long ?

"what?"

"Yes they take good care of me, unlike other people who just disappeared"

Speaking of them my phone rang

" "hoseokii"

"jeahee, I want to see you tomorrow are you free?"

"yeah sure anytime"

"where are you , you are not home ? at this time ,tell me where you are I will come to pick you up" his voice was so loud

"No need hoseok-ah , yoongi is driving me home."

"who??" he almost chocked

"yes"

"Are you alright?"

"I am not sure but maybe!!"

"CALL ME WHEN YOU GET HOME" he shouted

"Don't worry" "

Again. Silence until we got home yoongi didn't say anything.

"I will explain one day jaehee, I will"

I closed the car door and he shouted "At least a thank you"

"you owe me so much min yoongi" I shouted then I left .

I knew that starting from this moment he won't leave again.

I quickly had my shower then I texted the boys that I arrived home. Of course hoseok told them that I met yoongi and he drove me home so they attacked me with their questions, thus I decided to send them a voice note and tell them what happened. I turned off the lights and was heading to sleep when my phone beeped it was yoongi

"Are you sleeping"

"Yes "

"Then why did you reply"

"yahh"

I saw him typing, he took so long that I slept holding my phone.

YOONGI

After 6 months, I was walking in the streets and I smelt her scent, the only girl I allowed to know the real me until she became my weakness that I can never resist her, she was there standing with her beautiful long hair looking at me, direct in my eyes . I owe her a lot of things, apology, loads of talking and a confession. I took her to drink coffee and here she is pretending to have forgotten me. I wish I can tell her now what I feel but I can't it's not the time.

I am still in contact with the boys and secretly I knew what she was doing but I told them not to ever mention my name in front of her.

I thought 'Let her move on if that is good for her', but no I want her.

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