HIM

Chapter 14

Jaehee

I began, and then I narrated what Joo told me yesterday, they all couldn't believe how everything was related like that. Yoongi didn't move his eyes away from his sister his expressions got sadder as I went further.

"Now about that hidden part that you hid as well joo" I said , "I really had no idea what should I do after what I knew."

"Remember the day before, when I was at your house and yoongi gave me those late letters Joo, when we went to the park at night, after we got back yoongi put me in bed, after a while I woke up thirsty, I looked for him as he wasn't in the room, someone was in the bathroom next to his room so I knocked but he didn't hear me the sound of the water was louder I assumed he was showering, I went back to the room and sat on the bed, but I noticed that a paper was still hanging out of the drawer I opened the drawer there were 2 letters in it, I thought that yoongi wrote them to me so I put them in my bag and I went back to sleep. When you called to meet me, I had some assignments to finish but I wanted to read those letters, accidently I opened the first one it was a letter from Taemin, joo, I don't know what it was doing in yoongi's room but they were sealed so I didn't understand"

"I put them in there" she replied, the rest were sitting listening carefully to every word we both said

"What, but why?"

"Tell me what was written in the 2 letters" she said.

I opened my bag and brought them out.

" Dear joo,

Did you get my first letter? , I sent it a week ago, I assume you didn't get it so I will write it again, I still miss you joo a lot, every day I spend here is killing me I know joy is here but I am not used to this, staying away from you for 2 months, I know I never called because it was hard to settle here even Jaehee's parents helped us in everything but still I needed time, I thought that leaving everything behind is easy, I know I did all of this to be with her, but I feel everything inside me is changing...

Answer please!! I need you

Yours"

I kept observing her as I read but her expressions didn't change.

"That one is similar to the first one I got, read the second one please"

"Dear joo,

Why aren't you writing back, you changed your number too or what, besides did you come and visit Joy without seeing me?, why did you do that ?, I wanted to see you Joo, you probably know by now that she is pregnant, I was happy that I will have someone to love with no conditions but I feel I was supposed to be with you, I feel like I made a fast decision a foolish one but what I think I am sure of now is you , I love you"

I shifted my eyes back to Joo for explanation.

"So yeah, I got the first letter, I felt that he would say that one day, so when I got the second and the third one I hid them in yoongi's room since he used to stay here with the boys, I never opened them I didn't want to betray joy, when I travelled to see her she told me that things started to change with Taemin, I felt guilty so I told her about the first letter I told her that I won't betray her no matter what, she told me that she knows that I loved him as well, she informed me about her pregnancy,however, she trusts I would never hurt her. When she passed away I went to visit her grave, he was always sitting there feeling guilt and anger because she just disappeared with his son/daughter, and he didn't have the chance to apologize for the change in his feelings, he wanted to kill himself for realizing that he truly loved her and it was the idea of leaving everything behind is the main reason he felt depressed and made him feel that his feelings towards her changed, that's why I moved there to be with him just because I felt his true love for her and those letters were out of boredom just like a string to the other world he banned himself from"