HIM

Chapter 24

Jaehee:

It has been 3 weeks since Yoongi's marriage; I didn't get over it, and will never do. I feel that my soul is haunted. I don't know where this is going or either how it will end. I miss him a lot. I miss him so much my heart aches every night when I put my head on the pillow and tears start to fall, I want to wake up if this is a nightmare, I want to call him, I want to run to his embrace. I want to annoy him as I always do.

However everyday he visits, I run to hide behind jimin. I escape from him. Either excuse myself with any silly excuse or lock myself in Taehyung's room. My heart breaks into pieces when I see him because I know I am not even allowed to touch him. I still joke about the whole situation with them but they know that I am actually breaking. I finished my exams which mean I don't have anything else as a distraction. It is going to get harder now, I have to hold on more but until when?

The door knocked.

"Hey princess" said Tae entering the room.

"Tae" I replied wiping my tears before he notices them, but I was slow.

He sighed looking at me then sat in front of me on the bed. "Your tears are precious honey and still you make them fall every night, you barely eat and drink. For how long will you be like this, you are fading" he replied holding my hands, I look away to prevent myself from crying again but I couldn't.

"That's the only thing I can do, cry" I replied holding my breath, my voice was cracking.

"No, Jaehee no don't do this please" he replied pulling me into his embrace. I could feel his warm hand on my back, he held me tighter as tears feel harder. I was quite for a minute as I heard voices from outside even though Tae closed the door behind him the voices were clear enough to be heard.

"Do we have guests?" I asked looking in Tae's eyes which shifted away the moment I asked.

"Taehyung!" I was waiting for an answer but his silence sort of made me sure who is outside.

"I-Is she outside with him?" I asked crossing my fingers for him to answer No.

He nodded confirming what I was afraid of. "That pathetic witch" I said

"Should I tell them that you are sleeping? You don't have to go outside" he replied trying to comfort me.

I gave it a thought for a second, should I sit down here and keep on crying with my pathetic miserable self or should I go outside and stab her with a knife? Nah that would put me in jail, I don't want to go to prison because of her I don't want to live crying for the rest of my life.

"Tae" I said with an evil look.

"Yes princess" he replied looking at me as I was getting out of bed opening his closet that he made half of it empty so I can put my clothes and stuff.

"Tell them I am coming outside, I am not hiding from her anymore." I told him, he got up raising his eyebrows. I waited for him to close the door.

I dived into my closet searching for a 'okay I can easily come for your throat' look. I put on black high waist ripped Jeans, grey white contrast crop top with Fringes and light blue denim jacket, I started applying my make up on, then I took out my red lipstick, which I never also used, I let my wavy hair lay on my shoulder as well and used my favorite perfume. I looked at myself in the mirror.

"Woahh that is way too red" I said on the sight of my lips but I smiled "maybe I look good right?" I sighed "confidence confidence" I repeated.

I walked to the living room.

"Oh my God Park Jaehee!!" replied jungkook opening his mouth and smiling his bunny smile.

"Hey beautiful can I have your number" said Hoseok winking making my face turn into a tomato.