HIM

Chapter 6

"This can't be, we made sure that she knew nothing" replied Jin placing his head on his knees

"She never mentioned it, I am sure" said Taehyung

"Someone just complete reading this mess" said jungkook

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I didn't know what to do I took the doctor's number and kept calling yoongi several times he never picked up , I didn't know where to go , I fell on the ground crying , I felt that my heart was going to come out and break my bones I kept screaming yoongi's name like crazy I left the paper and hurried to the boys house to tell them, when I arrived before I could ring the door bell I heard shouts, they are always so damn loud actually I can clearly remember their words that I can write down their whole conversation.

"No yoongi this can't be true, please" hoseok was almost dying saying those words.

"I don't know, I don't even know what to do, maybe just leave myself and die peacefully" replied yoongi

"SHUT UP, GIVING UP IS THAT IT, NO, THIS WONT HAPPEN, I WONT ALLOW THIS MIN YOONGI" Jin was shouting while crying but yet it was so vivid.

"I am done Jin, done, ah don't tell jaehee anything she came to confess her love today, I will let her hate me and forget about me, this will be easier for both of us. Maybe this is my end , maybe I have to just give up "

Yoongi was slapped.

"YOU LITTLE BRAT, YOU HID THIS FOR A WHOLE MONTH, LEFT THE HOUSE, REFUSING TO TELL ANYONE WHAT'S GOING ON COMING TO SAY YOU ARE READY TO DIE JIMIN PLEASE PACK THE BAGS WE ARE TRAVELLING NOW TO COMPLETE HIS DIGNOSIS I AM GOING TO GO PACK HIS BAGS TOO, I WILL HEAR NO WORDS" jin said that, firmly, I have never heard him like that before, I decided to leave immediately with no words I won't make him worry about me I can act like I know nothing I will keep calling him, I contacted his doctor to know the updates, I also knew from the doctor which country they were travelling to complete the diagnosis. I will travel after them since it's the vacation anyways and I am supposed to be with my parents –" "

"Enough please, close it now " I said breathing heavily.

"Damn Jeahee " said jimin

"She took all of this alone like the 6 of us we were losing our minds when we knew and she handled it all alone this girl is no joke disappearing when we need her the most "replied Hoseok.

"I am going to her, just stay here" I said putting my shoes on

"I am coming with you "

"No Taehyung stay "

"No I am coming"  he insisted.

We both headed to the hospital we were walking towards her room , the doctor just came out of her room suddenly saying that he just did CPR

"We almost lost her, no visits are allowed "

Taehyung stood there hitting her door gently  "Hold in their please hold in there don't leave princess don't leave , we don't deserve you"

     
Can a person suddenly disappear from our lives leaving us when we need them the most, I want to hug her really hard now, I want to tell her everything she knows already I want her to stay I want to tell her she is my wings, that she is the happiness that enlightens my galaxy, the 7 of them stood next to me in my weakness and despair, wait for me if you feel me jeahee please stay I want to tell you those words myself .

She knew what I was going through, she didn't leave me for a second, what else is she hiding, I know nothing now about the only girl I loved, I am a pathetic miserable human being, watching her lying on that bed hurts even more, it makes me regret every single moment I left her alone.

Tomorrow scares me now than ever.