HIM

Chapter 18

Yoongi:

"Jaehee open that door" I kept knocking on her locked door.

Now the mess begun.

"NO GO AWAY TO HER, GO" she shouted actually she was screaming we could all hear her voice clearly

Now I lost all my senses, everything was burning inside me, why is it so hard to be with her why is it always likes this a mess, a total complicated mess.

"OPEN THAT DOOR!" I shouted loudly slamming the door, I was never that angry it was like I was taking all my anger on that door.

I kept slamming harder and harder, I still feel like everything is burning inside me, boiling, I was terrified of leaving her, or should I say of her leaving me alone.

"yoongi calm down" namjoon replied trying to hold my arms with jin to stop me I pushed them away I wasn't actually aware of what the hell I was doing.

"LET HER OPEN THAT DOOR" I kept shouting looking at them they were so terrified like not even able to move a muscle or save me.

"I SAID OPEN THAT FUCKING DOOR JAEHEE" now I started kicking the door uncontrollably, I was really hoping that she moved away from that door. Kicking and slamming that hard until my hands started bleeding, the door fell on the ground with a loud sound, I started breathing heavily.

They were all so quite, she was standing right there inches away from that fallen door. Wait. Could I have hurt her?. As if I didn't . I dragged her in all of this mess with me. She was standing with tears all over her face her eyes were wide open , she was standing in fear, is she afraid of me ? Did I make her feel that terrified?, I love her then why am I torturing her like that. I try to move my legs to go to her, but she was holding her arms closer around her body.

I saw myself in the mirror behind her, my eyes were holding fire.

I saw the monster that was standing in front of her. Tears continue to fall out of our eyes but with no sound. I can't breathe now it is harder I fall with my body hitting the ground, it was all black. Jaehee I love you.

Jaehee:

Yoongi has been sleeping for 2 days now, I am devastated at his state, he is making me too weak. How am I supposed to let him go now should I leave him go to her, should I keep him to me what should I do?

"Jaehee" called a familiar voice from behind

"Mr. Min"

"Dear you should go home, I will stay"

"No sir I can't leave, I want you to go home and rest I am totally fine, I am not leaving, not now sir" I replied trying to avoid the awkwardness but also trying to state that no one will get rid of me now.

"Dear I wanted to talk to you for a bit , I am really sorry but the thing is this isn't my choice anymore, I -"

"I told him to marry her, can you just at least leave me stay next to him in peace before I let him go, I am not trying to be rude and I apologize if I sounded so, but please I am already fighting my own self to let him go, excuse me".

I said and I really hoped he does understand that I am trying to save them , but this is too much for me to handle. I enter yoongi's room sitting on the chair next to his bed holding his hands until I fall asleep.

Yoongi:

My eyes opened to a white light it wasn't that clear yet where I was or what time is it my sight was still blurry. I try to control my body I try to move my fingers or move my head but I felt warmth radiating from my hand. I exert more effort to try to see clearly until I do.