DESTINED ✔️

Chapter 6: Dinner Is Served

After about five minutes of me crying, I finally was able to pull myself together and regulate my breathing. I pulled up and looked at Yoongi who whipped my cheeks clean of tears.

"Feel better?"

I nodded. "Thank you."

"You're welcome." He smiled. "Wanna tell me what's going on?" I shook my head. No...he would think I was crazy. "Come on...I'll let you call me Yoongi Bear." He sang giving me the cutest gummy smile. It made me laugh and I looked back down at my hands picking at my fingers. Yoongi put his hands on mine to still them and then he pulled my chin up to look at him. "Is it Jin?"

"N-no...why would you think that."

"Because he flusters you, and its obvious."

"No it's not!" I protested.

He laughed. "Yes it is love. Maybe not to Jin but to Tae and I it is. Do you like him?"

"I barely know him." I retorted.

"Well, you spent an entire day with him at work, you went to dinner afterwards, and spent about the last hour in the kitchen alone with him." he said mater of factly. "You're telling me that the butterflies in your tummy haven't come out for a slight evening flight?"

I didn't want to admit it. But he could tell by the look in my eyes that he was right. I was definelty affected by Jin. And not just sexually.

"It's so weird." I started leaning into him again.

"What is?" he asked as he stroked my hair to comfort me.

"I mean...knowing me...the first thing I'd want to do it get him on top of me...or under me...but I feel different. I still want to know what it's like to have him between my legs, but I want to know how his lips feel againt mine. I want to feel him hold my hand again. I want..." I closed my eyes.

"What...you want what?"

"It's nothing. Nevermind."

"Noona." He said sternly. "You can tell me."

I just shook my head. "I swear it's noting. Just a little crush. It will go away." I said smiling at him. "It just took me by surprise that's all."

His grip on me tightened again and he scolded me even more. "I know better than to believe you, I've only seen you cry a handful of times and that was about more than a little crush. You don't have to tell me but don't keep it to yourself." He said kissing me on my nose. "And who says the crush has to go away?"

Before I could answer I heard a loud bag on the door. Taehyung.

"Should I be worried?" I heard him say from the other side.

"No." Yoongi and I responded back in together.

"Well Jin says dinner is about ready, come on out."

I stood up from Yoongi's lap and grabbed wash cloth to wash my face from the tears. Luckily Taehyung and I used the same kind of make up so I quickly refreshed my eye work to disguise the fact that I was crying. I turned towards Yoongi who hadn't left yet to meet a concerned look.

"What?"

"Just...don't hide your feelings, Noona. One day you're going to cause yourself to have a metal break down if you do that. And those aren't fun...trust me I know." 

I gave him a warm hug and turned without responding. I didn't really know what to say but at this point I needed to get my mind off of all the negative thoughts. We made our way into the dining room to be faced with an absolute feast before us.