DESTINED ✔️

Chapter 9: First Touch

All the air in my lungs had vanished and my head was spinning with mixed emotions. In less time than it takes to blink, I found myself on my back pinned against my bed. Jin was above me hovering his body as he kissed delicate kisses down my neck. His fingers were interlocked with mine as he held my hands above my head. My body lit on fire as I felt his lips grace over my skin, in the wake of his kisses his used his tongue to trace small soft circles. I started to breathe unevenly, my vision went blurry, and I started to shake in anticipation for whatever it was that he had planned. He slowly loosened his grip from my hands and dragged his fingertips up my arms softly causing goosebumps to scatter across my body. When his hands made it to my shoulders he pulled them even further down as he balanced himself on his knees, one on each side of me.

He pulled away sitting up straight and the loss of his warmth was almost painful. I wanted him back...I wanted to feel the pressure of his body against mine. I let out a small whimper as I opened my eyes looking to see Jin and all his glory above me. I couldn't help but to lick my lip and bite it afterwards. It was the only thing keeping me from blurting out "fuck me."

He shook his head playfully and pulled my lip from my teeth with his thumb. "I told you not to do that." He said with a strong voice. He let his fingers ghost over my chest and to my tank top. My nipples at this point were showing loud and proud and there was very little I could do to hide them. He took his pointer finger over my breast and circled my erect bud, slowly, teasingly. I had to close my eyes and focus on regulating my breathing.

Being with Jin in this manor made me feel like I had never been touched before. Every sensation that I was feeling, though I have experienced, I had never felt them this strong, this...potent. Every touch of his was electrifying, his kisses addictive, and he made me feel like everything was happening for the first time. Even more so, my heart was beating harder than I ever knew it to. Not from the anticipation, not from any physical acts, but from the same anxiety feeling I always had around him; the one that I was slowly starting to think wasn't anxiety at all. He moved his teasing to the top of my tank top that met my skin. He looked at me asking for permission and I nodded to him. He looked back down to focus, and I saw him swallow thickly. Is he nervous too?  He traced the lining of my tank top up to the straps. He pulled them down slowly allowing his fingertips to drag across my skin as he went. With his help I was able to free my arms from the straps and he started to slowly pull down my tank top down and around my waist.

I have been naked in front of countless of men. Friends, strangers, even Yoongi and Taehyung at one point...but NEVER in my life, not even when I first had sex, have I felt so open and vulnerable. My naked torso now in light for him to see, I saw him lick his lips. I started to shake when he started to lean down, and just when I thought I'd feel his lips on my chest, he instead, kissed my lips.    

"We don't have to do anything." He whispered to me. "I don't want you to think you have to do anything to keep me around." He kissed me again. "I want to get to know you...not just your body."

He looked at me with serious eyes as I reached up and stroked his face and pushed the hair out of his eys. "I know." I said swallowing. "I'm good with...this. I think it's a good idea to wait for actual sex though." I'm surprised I was able to make coherent sentences with him hovering over me like that.

He smiled and nodded kissing me one more time firmly on my lips. As he kissed me his hand made its way over my shorts and he rubbed my womanhood with firm pressure causing me to moan out.

FUCK.

You'd think I'd never been touched before with the way I'm reacting to him. I was panting, wanting him him to rid me of the stupid shorts layered between us. He moved his kisses to my neck slowly making his way down, while doing so he pulled the strings of my shorts loosening the waist band. All at once I felt him drag his tongue over my erect nipple, and his hand graze over my soft center.

I took hold of his hair in a firm grip as I tried to calm myself. Every inch of my body was reacting to him, my nipples were hard, my heart was thumping out of my chest, my breathing was heavy, my eyes were closed, my ears were ringing, and I felt as if I someone could drown from the river that was pouring between my legs. He then took hold of my nipple in his mouth sucking slightly and moving his tongue in such a way that I couldn't comprehend.

"J-Jin." I whispered out.

"Hmmm?"He responded not moving his mouth from me.

"Please don't stop."

And with that Jin plunged his hand into my shorts and under my panties touching me where I needed him most. When his fingers brushed against my wet and throbbing center, he lifted his head plopping my nipple from his mouth. He looked at me with wide eyes as his finger dipped further into my folds.

"My goodness, Noona." He chuckled. "You are so, wet."

I pulled my hands up and covered my face. I was mortified...I was this aroused, and this affected by him with only a few touches. He took his free hand and pulled mine away from my face. I took in a deep breath as his finger brushed against my clit.

"What's wrong?" He asked circling my sensitive bud slowly.

"I...I j-just..." I started. He kept his pace steady as he leaned forward looking at me, patiently waiting for me to respond. "I just...I...I've never..."

"You've never what?" His sultry voice coming back. God that was sexy.

"I'm not usually this...excitable...I feel so easy." I said as I started to feel bad again.

He didn't allow me to cover my face and started to increase the pressure and the speed in which he played with me. "Noona, Do you get this wet every time a man starts to play with you?"

My breath was irregular as I answered. "No."

"Then you're not easy." He said now stroking my clit with two fingers. "Tell me you're not easy."

It was hard to keep my breath settled, let along talk coherently. "I...can't." I said squeezing my eyes shut my panting increasing. He started to increase his movement even more. "F-fuck...Jin!"

"Say it, Kitten."

Now I was gasping for air, as the nickname he gave me slipped from his lips. "I...I'm n-not...ohhhhhh...fuck!....not...easy."

"Good, Kitten."

With that he started moving his fingers at a pace that made my stomach clench and my chest heave up and down. He dipped his head again and this time was not so delicate with his mouth. He sucked harshly on my nipple pulling it so it would pop out of his mouth. It sent shockwaves of pleasure to my core as his fingers dipped inside of me.

"Oh God...Jin!" I moaned out to him.

He thrusted his fingers in and out of me at a rapid pace and his thumb continued to circle my clit. He never faltered from teasing my nipples either, bringing my coil to a snapping point. I started to tighten around his fingers and he could tell I was close.

"Kitten, are you going to cum for me?"

"Yes...yes I'm gunna...oh...I'm..."

"Cum, Kitten. Go ahead."

And I did. A violent shockwave surged through me as my body convulsed. I continued to clench around his fingers, Jin keeping his pace steady to ride out my high.

"OH FUCK! JIN!" I yelled out. He leaned over and took my lips in his allowing me to whimper my pleasures into his mouth. I gripped his arm with one hand, and his hair in the other, holding him to me. I never wanted to let go. Too soon my high started to fade and he ceased his movement inside of me. When he pulled his fingers from me I opened my eyes in time to see him place his very wet fingers, covered in my juices, into his mouth. He closed his eyes and groaned as he sucked on his fingers.

"Mmmm." He pulled them from his mouth and looked at me. "You taste like citrus and honey...I can't wait to taste from the tap next time." He winked. I let out a small giggle and he bend over kissing me. He stuck his tongue in my mouth exploring my mouth. I moaned again at the taste of myself. That was so hot. When he pulled back he smirked. "Do you feel better?"

I nodded unable to speak. I smiled and closed my eyes as I regulated my breathing. "I can't believe I came that hard from JUST your fingers." I managed to get out after a minute.

He started kissing me behind my ear and on my neck again. "I look forward to hear what you sound like from my mouth." He whispered.