Job
(Highschool AU)
Warning: contains gore
"Ah, [Y/N]" a rough voice seemingly scary called up to you. You shivered at that voice. It was the school's "Silent rapid dog". The person who you wished could love you as much as you lived him. But you already knew that you couldn't have him.
"Do you know where Higuchi is?" His daringly calm voice made your eye's glassy as you held them in. The tears of a unrequited live is alway's the best to keep to yourselve, right?
"U-Um I think she went to the student council meeting to discuss about the exams" those words came out in a monchromic way. Ahhh, how is it pleasurable for you? To feel the pain of a broken heart. Why does it hurt so damn much? Having your hope's placed up just for a second and lossing it by none other than silence.
"Ah, [Y/N] I think I left my paper in this classroom earlier" the voice of a friend you knew oh too well broke your heart. Akutagwa looked at he blushing as her vibrant clear skin looked like cream-ish diamonds shimmering, even with the school's indoor light.
"H-Higuchi?" Akutagawa questioned covering his mouth with his hand looking away not baring to look at the female blond. "Hello, Akutagawa senpai" the bright smile she made you helous on how it had to make Akutagawa's cheek darker in color. "Y-yeah!" Akutagawa kept stuttering
This broke your heart, he shows this side only when Higuchi come's out.
Your eye's being shadowed by your own bangs with covered your glassy eye. The tears swelling to come out. The pain of seeing HIM admire her. Seeing him BLUSH for her. Knowing that you woudl just disturb their obviously ih so deep chat you walked silently out of the classroom.
What was wrong with you?! What does he see in her?! What's your problem?! Sentence's simmillar to the example's echoed your head. Your heart throbbing, your pained chest taking a toll on your sense of sight. Your chest heaving up and down panicking in jelousy.
Why couldn't it be you?! What did you do?! Still crying you went to the janitor's closet to break down. You didn't have any friends to talk the problem up with and that was a fact. Higuchi, your only friend since childhood didn't dare to leave your side for only a second. Being the weird person you are you became addicted to being a "Freak" some would refer it to. An amateur just sitting alone doing weird stuff letting nobody understand the circumstance's of your daily life. As dense as you could be.
You opened your sleve's reavealing bandages that you somehow managed to wrap neartly around your wrisk. As your unwrapped the bandages from your hand showing fresh cuts made by blade's. The blood still fresh you decided to create more physical rather than mental pain. Taking a just washed razor from your locket you positined the sharp blad on your wrist.
Diagonalky gking straight with no hessitation the blade cut right through. As soon as this happened you smiled.
The door jamed open as the door crashed down right in front of you. Tears brimmed in the corner of your eye's seeing somebody you didn't want to see for a while. The person who meant the whole world to you. Cane crashing in like a bull with his hands holding an axe.
He slowly walked up to you. Cowering in fear a little 'eap' came out from your lip as you heard a loud metal making contact with another metal. The sound was eary lainfully eary. Covering your ears hoping to get it out it did. The dissapearence of the eary sound was due to the man's constant anticcipating complaint on how he saw nlood dripping fown your school sweater.
You felt a pair of warm arms hugging you as you succumbussed to the airy warmth of the foreign hands. Eye's closing as black was the last thing you sawed.
Waking up the nurse room you stood uo from the stool stealthily. You felt a head on your lap so you adjusted your eye's to un blur everything out as yoru head moved to yoru lap.
Cheeks instantly fuming as you saw a sleeping akutagwa there sitting on a chair his hands holding your waist protectively. You squirmed at the sight of seeing his cute face as he had awoken form the little ministry of squirming and stood up on his chair to rub his eye's awake.
His loker face came back as of now changing it by decorating it wiht a little smile. "Your awake" hands wrapped themselves' around your shoulder. Slightly you were confused. "Ryu?" The confusion escalated too quickly for your mind to catch up.
But even though you still huged him back. "I thought you were going to die" he answered. "No, I'm not" you smiled as soon as you answered his afce in all will became serious. "Why were you hiding in the janitor closet?" You couldn't answer gsi question so you just looked away shamelessly. "I - I wasn't hiding, Ryu" you wanted to change the topic but Akutagwa was better.
"CUT THE CRAP, YOU WERE HOLDING A RAZOR AND YOU HAD CUTS ALL OVER YOUR HAND, IT SCARED ME SEEING YOU THERE SITTING QUIETLY SO VULNERABLE" he exclaimed his temper going all out "I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I, I WAS THE ONE WHO CARRIED YOU HERE, DISINFECTED YOUR WOUNDS AND CRASHED THE DOOR WITH A FREAKING AXE CAUSE YOU LOCKED IT?!"
"W-why would you go to such circumstances for a person as weak as I am" you pleaded with the male "I'm of no use!". Akutagawa was in shock as you said those words he replied with a simple sentence "cause I love you"
You seem to know the words meant nothing but you still had to do it. You had to feel the painful breath taking experiment of your foolish heart. He was the gunie pig and you were the scientist. Playing with him was easy at first but after some experiment he grew cold but still you knew the loving guy was somewhere in there. You were still in his heart busy you didn't take it all. You fill up only a small percantage of it. This was all fake, lies made to make you happy.
"Why" you knew the answer loud and clear but still dared to ask a question that will bring you down even more. The answer that showed no feelings.
"Cause I'm your boyfriend, it's My JOB"
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UNEDITED
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お誕生日おめでとうございます! 芥川 龍之介
(Otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu! Ryuunosuke Akutagawa)
10th March 2017
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