It Isn't Actually a Secret [Jihan] (Eng)

" Kind eyes "

"I met an American deer?"

JEONGHAN'S POV'

He was the one first to approach me, at that time I was really relieved, because I was one of the last members to arrive,

I was worried because everyone had known each other for quite some time now,
and I did not know how to become closer to them.

That day when I entered the room I was very nervous after all I have never had much confidence in myself, at school I was never popular .. In fact.. I was bullied for having a "feminine" face and being a bit chubby.

But My last years of high school were a lot better since I lost weight...
So I thought my self confidence should be better by now.

But then why am I so nervous ...

Inside the room everyone was practicing and playing in small groups, but I didn't dare to go by myself and talk to them, they all seemed to be in their own world.

"The room was a mess"

It wasn't strange that they did not realize that i had already arrived, after all.. there was too much noise throughout the room.

I don't get how can they practice in a place like this...

"I thought as I looked at all the boys that were in the room"

"sigh"

Ah ... what should I do ... who should I talk to first.. ?

"I hate always being the one who has to take the initiative"

why does no one ever come up to me first,

Am I really that intimidating? '-'!?

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₍₍ (ง >▽<)ว ⁾⁾.. NoNo ~ that's impossible ..

Because .. I ... I am cuter than most of the guys here ! 'v' hehe~

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" 'o' ~ okay .. I cancel what I just said !

Those jelly beans over there,They... They're so cute ~ " T-T

[referring to Samuel Jihoon and Dino]

"I continued looking around, searching someone to talk to"

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"That's when I saw him"

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"A boy with black hair"

(Yep .. just like most of the guys that were there 😂 do not judge me !!)

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" He was sitting alone in a corner of the room looking into the mirror and holding a guitar "

"Even if I could only see his back from where I was"

"When he started playing ..."

"It felt almost as if all the noise disappeared and I could only hear the sound of his guitar"