It Isn't Actually a Secret [Jihan] (Eng)

Unpredictable

Joshua's POV

Soon after lunch Hoshi called me and we had a long talk about what happened, he sincerely apologized for how his behavior.  Although I didn't need any apology from him, I know that everything he said is true and he just wants us to be good as seventeen, if one of us fails we all fail...
We are a unit.—Even so he almost cries when he was trying to apologize.

—Hoshi stop... I'M serious you don't need to apologize!I'm the one who should apologize!!—I said and try to calm him down, he's really cute, I couldn't help but pinch his cheeks and thank him for taking care of me"

After a short break we came back to the practice room, we didn't have much time left to practice since the next morning we would start with the recordings of the last chapter of Stv project.

The rest of the day I practiced a little more on my own and then joined the others, and somehow we managed to make it work.

During the practice I couldn't help but looking at Jeonghan from time to time, maybe I did it trying to feel calmer, for some reason when I look at him.. I feel relieved.

Pero entonces el se dio cuenta y nuestros ojos se encontraron a partir de ahí y tuve que aguantar la risa durante toda la práctica porque cada vez que lo veía me sonreía de la manera más tonta posible,ugh estoy seguro de que lo hace a propósito intentando sacarme una sonrisa,
y bueno el siempre lo logra.

But then he noticed me when our eyes met, and from there on I had to endure the laughter throughout the practice because every time I saw him he smiled at me in the silliest way—ugh I'm sure he does it on purpose trying  to get me a smile,
and well.. he always succeeds.

***

After a long day It was already 2:30 am and everyone was getting ready to go back to the dorms.Obviously I told them to go without me since I had planned to practice at least another hour.

But there was a change of plans when I saw that Jeonghan was exhausted and he still refused to go home without me, so I had no choice..

W

hen we got to the dorms we all went directly to sleep, tomorrow would be a long day and we didn't knew what was waiting for us.

***

In the morning we had breakfast and left quickly to met with the staff of the show, we all felt very anxious to know what our last mission would be. They told us that right after this mission we would have our first showcase and then live broadcast.

We were all very excited but they gave us a Warning , if we weren't able to fill our showcase with 1000 people as an audience, maybe we wouldn't have the opportunity to have the live Showcase.

When I was thinking about that possibility i couldn't help myself but to feel even more nervous than I was, Jeonghan noticed it and smiled sweetly at me, I tried to smile back in the same way but it was hard because of the lump in my throat, I just looked to a side trying to not be so obvious.

Then they told us that we would need to do something in order to Win the people's hearts and become stronger.

—There is a bus waiting outside—said the staff while enjoying the panic in our faces.

***

When we got off the bus we found that we were now on the beach.
It was a pleasant surprise but the wind was cold and we were all shaking.

There they gave us the mission letter,
Coups was the first to receive it, he opened it and read it by himself he took a long time to read it, and as you may know Jeonghan is not very patient so he snatched it and pushed him into the sand, Jeonghan didn't even help him up and he just quickly ran away. "sigh"—He is like a child  I thought.