It Isn't Actually a Secret [Jihan] (Eng)

" The Barrier "

"His puffy eyes"

Jeonghan's POV'

It was already 3 in the afternoon, it was time to have lunch after all we had practiced since the morning, everyone was leaving the room and Hoshi told us that Shua had to stay practicing a little more..

"I got so angry when almost everyone left the room without hesitation"

"Seokmin and Minghao seemed as mad as me..."

—How Long is a little more?

"Seokmin asked with disgust on his face"

"Hoshi didn't answered"

"Seokmin was speechless"

"I couldn't believe they were behaving like this either..."

—hyung is already late and we are all very hungry Shua-hyung must be very hungry too • ‸ •

"Minghao said while making puppy eyes"

—Yah~ Yah~ If Hoshi says it's necessary, it's because it's necessary ... so let's go, the others are waiting for us!

"Coups said while helping Hoshi get Seokmin and Minghao out of the practice room"

"But Coups came back"

—Let's go..

"He said while stretching his arm with the intention of taking my hand to take me with him"

"But I walked away before He did"

—NO.. don't even try!

—I'll not have lunch unless it is with Jisoo..
I understand that Jisoo had to practice by himself for a while but I think it's enough already, and if he doesn't eats soon he could get sick from doing so much effort..

—But if you're really are going to be like this, then okay Go away!.. I turned my back on him and headed towards the room where Jisoo was practicing.

"Cheol just made a complaining sound and left"

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"When I entered the room I never imagined seeing him like this..."

"It was a scene taken from one of my nightmares"

"He was crouched in a corner in front of the mirror"

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"Crying.."

"Crying while the music was still playing, playing as high.. That it even made hard to hear my own thoughts, That's Probably why he didn't even notice that I had entered the room.."

"I couldn't bear seeing him like this.. It didn't only broke my heart... It was more than that... The pressure I was feeling on my chest made me want to tear it apart from it and hide it away so that I couldn't feel..."

"Feel.. What only he makes me feel.."

"His hair was wet and messy while drops of sweat fell at the same time as his tears.."

"His sobbing were like those of a child .. And it seemed as if he didn't knew how to stop..."

"I couldn't take it anymore, at that moment I forgot everything that had been in my mind for the past few months and I simply called him by his name ..."