It Isn't Actually a Secret [Jihan] (Eng)

" Lip Bite "

Joshua'sPOV'
 

                      " His First Option "
 
 
Everything happened very suddenly and I could not understand what was happening, Jeonghan was acting quite strange lately ...

 
 
These days we have been rehearsing intensively because we definitely wanted to leave a amazing first impression with our Debut.

" During practice we really didn't have much time to talk and when we had ... Seungcheol was always with Jeonghan "

(with this I do not mean that I don't like to be with Cheol) ..

"It's just ... that .. there are times when I really miss being alone with Hanie..
like before.."

 
 

" And we basically only went to the dorms to eat, shower and sleep "
 
  
 

"So gradually ... the distance between us seemed to get bigger and bigger"
  
 
 

"yes I know.. I'm probably exaggerating ...
but the truth is that..

 
 
" Yes I'm a little jealous ..."

 
 
 

"After all, Jeonghan is my ... best friend ..."

 
"And ... I feel that lately he's been paying  more attention to Seungcheol and the other members than me"

 

–It's Okay~, it's ... normal if I feel this way ..

 
" I tried to convince myself of this"

 

–He- is.. my best friend ..

 
 

[He said ... While another part of him also said ...]

 
 
 
 

"But I no longer feel confident of  continuing doing this role correctly ..."

 
    "He bit his lower lip, and he repeated"

" He-is.. my.. best friend... "

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"When he finished saying the last word, he felt an unexplainable pain on his chest "

–I'm ... okay ..

 
  
 
 

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" All of us have always been very good friends and groupmates... "

" But ... I have always considered the relationship between Hanie and me something... special, something.. different ..."

 
 
 

"I thought of him ... as someone ... irreplaceable"

  
 

"And I hoped he would think about me in the same way ..."

 

"We were always there for each other through thick and thin"

 
 
 

"And I didn't want that to change,
I wanted to us stay that way. . ."

 
 
" But it's too late now ... "

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"Things have already changed ..."

  

  
 
 
 
  
"The one he relies on ... it's not me.. anymore.. "

  
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"I'm no longer your first option ..." 

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y---y my poor Jisoo .. what should we do about you ...