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Chapter Nine
~Ashley's POV~
I open my eyes to see an arm around my waist. I look up to see next to me...Jerome. I guess this wasn't a dream after all. Except, I don't ever remember getting out of the bathtub. I shake my head. Something is seriously not right here. I feel the arm come off of me and I flinch. I expected a hit, but instead I hear something worse.
"So I see you're awake for Round 2." He says. I turn to see Mitch completely naked. I turn back to Jerome to where he is only naked from the bottom half, showing off his boner. NOPE. NOPE. NOPE. NOPE. NOPE. NOPE. I curl up into a ball but I get dragged off the bed by my ankles. My eyes start to water, my throat starts to hurt, and I can barely breathe.
"Get your ass up." He throws my ankles down to the floor. More tears are streaming down my face as I struggle to get up. I finally gather up enough strength to stand up but seconds later I fall down again at his feet. I curl up into a ball again and I'm a sobbing mess.
I'm called all kinds of things by him with brutal kicks to my whole body.
Slut.
Bitch.
Weak.
Useless.
Whore.
Retarded.
Unimportant.
Ugly.
Disgusting.
Horrible.
The list goes on and on. The words all play in a loop in my head. I can't stand these words. the more I hear them, the more I feel like they are true. I'm hit with one final blow and I black out.
I wish this was all one big dream so I could wake up and never remember this ever.
I wipe my eyes full of tears as I'm being shaken by Alesa.
"Is everything alright?" I hear her ask. I can barely make out her face with the tears in my eyes.
"Wha..what? No...this isn't h-happening..." I rub my eyes making sure what I'm seeing is real.
Did I really just dream all that?
"What's wrong?" Alesa asks. I really did dream all that. I don't even know what to think anymore.
"Y-yeah...I'm fi-fine..." I say to her. I just want to be alone at the moment and rethink life.
"Are you sure?" Just go away, I want to say.
"Yes, I'm okay...just need a moment by myself." I say with a hint of anger in my voice.
She finally leaves my room and I honestly don't know what to think or do at this moment. I'm just sat here on my bed, hugging my pillow tightly, thinking what the actual fuck is wrong with me?
~Mitch's POV~
I'm shaking right now and don't know what to think. I'm staring at completely nothing and I think I've been traumatized.
What did I just fucking dream?
Suddenly Jerome bursts through the door.
"Hey buddy! I was...you looked like you've seen a ghost. Everything alright?" I don't reply and it's total silence in my room. Just me staring at the wall clinging to my pillow tightly.
"Okay then...I'm gonna...go now..." He slowly closes my door. I feel like everyone knows what I've seen and that they'll laugh at me when I see them.
What am I going to do when I see Ashley? I can't look at her the same way again.
What will everyone think, when I tell them...IF I tell them.
So many questions are going about in my head. I shake my head, as long as I tell no one...then no one will know. I let go of the pillow I was holding and finally go downstairs. I stop halfway down the stairs and I spot Jerome, Adam, and Jason. What if they ask about me? I start to quickly, but quietly run toward my room but I see Ashley quietly walk out of her room. I quickly run back to my room and slam my door, breathing quickly and my heart racing. I can't even look at her without thinking about that dream.
~Ashley's POV~
I finally decide to go downstairs and try to shake it off as just a dream. Nothing like that could possibly happen to me, I think.
I walk slowly downstairs and straight to the kitchen trying to avoid everyone in the living room. I'm greeted by Alesa in the kitchen, wanting to know why I was crying earlier.
"Spill it. I wanna know why you were crying this morning." she says crossing her arms.
"It was nothing, not a big deal okay?" I say to her. I don't want to be reminded about the dream.
"Why were you crying? I am concerned about you and I want to know." She demands.
"I said it was nothing." I know that it won't keep her from questioning me.I let out a sigh. "Do you really wanna know?" She nods.
"It was uh...M-Mitch...he ra-raped me..." I didn't finish my sentence so I was sure she would misunderstand me.
"And this isn't a big deal?!" She stares at me with her arms on my shoulders.
'Well..."
" 'Well...' what?"
"It was only a d-dream..." I don't know what to expect from her right now.
"Oh..oh..OH..." She hugs me. I feel so protected in her arms. She's the only one that is keeping me sane and alive.I could never live without her in my life. I love her so fucking much...wait...
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