A/N: So this chapter was a little late due to school and stuff. Can school just not? Anyways, hope you doods enjoy this chapter! :)
Chapter Six
~Ashley's POV~
I wake up in the morning and all I want to do is die. I was really hurt by what Mitch had done at the bar last night. I may have "forgave" him but, I'm really good at hiding my pain. I only kissed Mitch because I know he shouldn't be with a girl like Victoria. It's better if I get hurt instead but, why does this have to happen to me? I've been hurt many times before, why can't it stop now?
I start forming tears...anther panic attack. I run into the bathroom, still with tears in my eyes. I can barely see because of too many. I look for the razors quickly then I cut once, then twice, then another time when Mitch interrupts me by opening the door wide open. I guess someone could here my sobs...
He looks down at my wrist to see many cuts. "Ash, don't do this! Please?!" He begs.
"It's too late...I've already been hurt too much. I can't stop. It's all over." I say cutting again.
"Ash...please stop this? You are worth more than that!" He cries. When will he understand?!
"Mitch...get out. Leave!" I point for him to get out, I slam the door shut and lock it. Why do I deserve all this? He knows I've been hurt by him, can't he understand?
I try to end this but the tears keep coming. I keep cutting when my vision gets blurry. I can see my blood all over me. I drop to the ground with a loud thud, banging my head against the edge of the bathtub. I hear someone yelling my name and the door busting open. I barely see the figure coming towards me and lifting me off the ground. I make it out and I can tell it's Mitch. Why is he doing this? Just let me die, I deserve it...
At this point, all I can see is darkness. I was sure I was dead.
~Mitch's POV~
Ashley was in the bathroom cutting all because of me! I start sobbing when I hear something very loud drop in the bathroom.
"Ash? ASHLEY?!" I break open the door and I see Ashley lying on the floor, blood on her hands, her arms, everywhere. I started to cry as soon as I saw her. I pick her up and run downstairs to put Ashley on the dining table. I run back upstairs to get everybody. When I finally wake up Annie I notice I'm still crying.
"What do you want Mitch? And why are you crying?" Annie says shuffling out of bed.
"It's Ashley. She's d-downstairs, something's w-wrong." I say still crying and sniffling almost after every word.
"What happened? She better be all right." Annie says pointing a finger at me. I run downstairs and she follows me to Ashley. It's all my fault if Ashley is dead.
"Oh my god! Go call 911!" I quickly go up to my room and dial 911. I hear the ambulance outside and immediately run down to tell the paramedics what happened. There is not enough words to say how angry I am at myself for making this happen.
Time Skip to Hospital
I feel like such a bitch. Ashley might be dead all because of me. She's all I care about, if she's dead there's nothing else to love. I get a text from Victoria. Great...
V: Hey! Wanna come over? ;)
M: Hmm...how about...
V: How about what? <3
M: How about...no?
V: *yes?
M: Haha, you have jokes? Umm yeah I'm not coming over...:D I'd rather be with someone who's not a bitch. K thanks bai!
V: You just gave yourself a perectly good reason to come over. I agree you need to leave Ashley, she is a bitch. :)
M: Ashley is in the hospital right now. She's all I care about and love. Like I said, I don't want to be with someone's who's a bitch. So bye!
After sending that text I never got a reply, good. How did she even get my number anyways? The doctor calls us over to tell us about Ashley. I'm about shaking and can't move, I'm praying to God she's ok.
"Ok. Good news, Ashley is fine and doing well. We managed to stop the bleeding and nothing else looks bad. She has a small concussion so she has to stay for a week and then she is fine and ready to go. Would you like to see her?" I feel the stress lifted off of my shoulders. I am glad she is fine.
"Yes, thank you doctor." I say while being led to Ashley. I enter her room alone and I walk slowly to her bed to see she is sleeping. She looks so cute when she's sleeping.
"Is this your girlfriend? She is a very strong woman. You're lucky to have a girl like her. You can wait here until she wakes up." I nod. All I'm worrying about is how she is going to feel when she sees me.
"Hey Ash?" I say moving and holding her hand. She wakes up and I can tell by the expression on her face she doesn't want me being here. She pulls her hand out of mine.
~Ashley's POV~
I wake up to see Mitch on my left side holding my hand, and I see everybody else peeking through the door. I snatch away my hand from Mitch's. Why can't I just die?! All because Of him I'm here. I push myself to talk to Mitch. It would be rude not to.
"Hi Mitch." I say while looking over to see his face down in disappointment.
"Ash, I'm sorry you're here. It's all my fault you're here." He was right. It is his fault I'm here. It was also my fault. I was the one to bring myself here, my pain just came from him. I start bursting into tears from another panic attack. It seems every time I look at him I start to cry even more.
"Hey Ash, don't cry. I know you don't wanna be here, I don't either, don't cry." He is so supportive and sweet only on certain times. I don't know if I should forgive him. My mind tells me yes but my heart tells me no. I don't know what to believe anymore.
"Hey Mitch...I wanted to tell you something, I-I I'm breaking u-up with you. I think it would be best for both of us...I'm sorry Mitch." I say only to break out in more tears.
"...Ash...you don't have to do this...I-I...I love you Ashley..." Mitch says about crying. I was completely shocked by his last few words.
"I'm sorry Mitch but you should just leave. I'm sorry, bye Mitch." I see him run out the door...
~Mitch's POV~
My heart shattered into a million pieces. I cared about her and loved her to death...but she's not mine anymore. All thanks to Victoria!
I leave her room in tears. All because of Victoria, I had lost my girl. She meant the world to me. Now she's not mine anymore...
I run out of the hospital in anger and disappointment, into my car and drive back to the house. Once I arrive at the house I run inside, upstairs, and into my room quickly locking it.
I feel dead inside, someone please kill me?!
Ash is all a guy could want.
A nice personality...
Smarts...
She's gorgeous...
Most of all,
She's perfection...
All in one girl...
Just one thing...
She's not mine anymore...
Alright guys, hope you enjoyed and don't hate me. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Anyways, hope you doods like this chapter and also I needed to tell you guys something. Next week I have state testing in school (WHY?!) so the next chapter might not be uploaded for a while. Sorry, I have way too many things in life just...ugh!
Also we reached 1.2k reads! I am surprised and I want to thank all of you who are reading this. Thank you! :) <3
