Singing with a Fan (a HRVY fanfiction)

chapter 5

i didnt know what to do... i wish i could leave everythign behind,

i dont really like mikey i like Harvey maybe even love him...

i just wish mikey didnt like me, it confuses me so much, i want to go back to hwo things were when Harbey was just singing with a fan.

my phone is blowing of calls,from Harvey, mikey, Andy and Jack, i guess i have to go back there now, but i just dont know where i am.

i call harvey telling and telling him i dont where i am which is kinda hard with the fact i cant stop sobbing...

" okay calm down what do you see around you ?" "around me there's a lot a of trees, nothing much,i think i'm in a park next to a school." i say as i start panicking "Harvey please hurry i'm not feeling good at all right now, i feel like i'm having a panic attack, please come get me..." i say sobbing "okay okay im getting inside the car, breath, think about positive things, like-- UNICORNS" i hear Jack yelling at the other side of the phone, it makes silently laugh

"okay, anyway we're on our way, we'll be here in a few, we found a german cab he know where you are, well be here in 5" hearing harvey make me feel better, his voice his so calming voice, i think i might love him.

wait, what,what no, i, can't love him, it's impossible i just met him and and...
i just am not feeling good my head is spinning, i just need him to arrive like right now, so i could be in his arms.

i hear a honk, multiples times then i see Harvey and the other boys coming out of it, Andy just embrace me saying he was happy i was okay, then Harvey arrives hugging me tight saying something that made me feel instantly better "don't scare me like this okay, i truly care about you"

thank god i met him, i take back everything i've thought.

once were back at the venue all the girls have arrived and where waiting for the Meet And Greets, some hugs the boys others just cry and to be honest i would have been exactly like them...

mikey just avoids my looks to him, we'll need to talk now that my thoughts are clear, i also need to tell Harvey how i feel.

this is going to be a fun night...

we still have like an hour before roadtirp goes on stage i decide to leave with eliott for an hour the time i got talk to Harvey,

"hey Harvey can i talk to you please... alone ?" i ask him he seems surprised "hum yeah sure let's go in the resting room no one is here" " yeah great idea" as we were walking i was thinking about what i could say, hey harvey im in love with you okay bye, no i could not say that

" so you wanted to say something ?" okay it was it

" listen Harvey,i've always liked you, and and ever since earlier i didn't know how i was feeling, and when you hold me it just feels like everything is disappearing every problem,you make me so happy all the time, ill never be enough thankful to you for singing with me ! im saying that i love you Harvey Cantwell." i say out of breath

he looks at me i dont know what he feels or what hes thinking and this looonnggg moment is clearly making me more nervous than i already am

"Justine,i like truly do, but i can clearly see that theres something between you and mikey and i cant do that to him or you" wow those words shocked me

"what?! theres nothing between me and mikey, he told me earlier that he like me thats why i panicked and went out for air and got lost. I was afraid cause i love you Harvey, i never liked mikey that way, i like him of course but see him more as a brother" i say everything single thing that is in my heart, he looks at me with those dreamy greeny eyes, he smiles at me and by surprise kiss me!

the kiss was full of love and lust,i couldn't identify how i could feel something like this but if one kiss was all you needed to fall in love well i might be down to the center of earth

"in that case, Justine, i love you too, there's something in you that alwyas inspires me to do my best and not only for me but for you too, you only see the best in people before judging..."