Demi's litlle warrior

chapter 4- The aftermath

I decided to go to school on Monday, I culdn't stay in the house for much longer, it was driving me insane! School was okay I guess. nothing much happened, they were all nice to me, sharing their condolences.

I didn't go see Mrs Lloyd I didn't see much point in going to her. My life was fucked up, what more was there to it? I carried on cutting, but had to go to the bathroom and do it, I couldn't risk anyone seeing me with a blade, otherwise they would go tell a teacher.

I wore my blazer all day even though it was really hot. I could have taken it off as I'd put makeup over the cuts, but I feel really self conscious about them.

When I got home, mum and dad weren't there. I decided to go upstair into my bedroom and listen to Demi Lovato. She is the only one I can turn to in my darkest times. My only friend that will maybe not sit with me, but is subconsciously there until I fall asleep every night.

Knock, Knock, Knock "Who is it?"

"Its me Hun" It was my mum, I didn't really want to face her at the minute, but I let her in anyway.

"Are you okay, you seem really quiet and out of it sometimes."

Uh-oh. what if she knows what I've been doing. She would break, dad would break. How could I live with myself then?

So I lied and said "Yeah I'm alright just a bit down."

"Aww princess, that's to be expected. Kate was your twin. Come here."

I leaned in, held onto her for dear life and didn't let go. I could smell the strawberry sented shampoo that she uses. Her delicate skin on mine. It felt so good to lean on her, but I knew it couldn't last forever, that this moment would soon be over...

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Sorry guys this is a short chapter. The next one will be a lot better