Daddy issues and the self love//BWS

1. Mucic is my life

Picking out clothes to wear as come a hobby of mine to which is fun since I being doing it for years, let me tell you about my self.

My name is Madison, I'm 21 I live in London for about three years now, I write songs and I'm single, and I never have to worry about my parents why? Because my mom left me when I was 16 and my dad would do anything make my life miserable so he left also. but doesn't bother me.

When they left I move to London from New York and went to school, best decision I ever made, my parents had money but I had money of my own to  use to move here, and luckily and happily i save it. I do get money now for writing songs for big artist so I never need my parents.

I never really had a boyfriend, because my of don't give a fuck, attitude but I also think i never had a boyfriend because of my America accent and my tattoos on my arms and fingers, but like I said to ever guy, ' I don't give a fuck' so I never be the girl you go take him to mummy and meet.

But I'm not alone, I have my friends Anastasia who's a model and gorgeous one at that, I met her when I thought modeling was for me clearly not, but I got a best friend friend who's a few years older but age is just a number.

Also Kirsten whose is also a model, but I meet her because Anastasia their boyfriend and fiancé are in the band called the vamps, and so we hang a lot when their men on tour.

I love my best friends, they get me like no else also because they don't judge my decisions, they support them and I'm very grateful for that they have changed my life to the better.

"Now I'm in my room putting on a tight high waisted jeans and cut up t-shirt and finally my doc martens boots to pulled off the look

Then I grab my husky Luna and pat head and give her a kiss and left, I walk out my apartment to go to the studio.

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I walk in the studio and sit down in the leather chair and grab my song book, then I grab a extra guitar they have here and place it on my lap and Strum it till the new artist comes in and take the song I wrote and make them in a music video and something to sing on stage"

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After a hour I'm getting tried of waiting, I mean I know the 'I'm a celebrated and I get to choose my time' but damn come on do you realize all the guys I could bang right now, or better yet all the time I could spend with my Luna.

Then the door opens, and I'm met by a cute guy or should I say hot guy.

"Hello I'm Shawn, I'm sorry I'm late bad traffic." Shawn Saids as he shakes my hand.

"Is fine I'm Maddie." I fake smile and Shake his hand back.

"Ah, American I knew you look too Hot and scary to be from London." Shawn flirts and I roll my eyes.

"I have you know, that theirs many hot  girls here." I say and cross my arms over my chest.

"I take your word for it." Shawn saids as he sits down on the couch that's in the room.

Hot, cute, tattoos, curly hair but too confident and flirty, not my kinda guy and I would say no to sex for a guy like him.

"So, you're 21 I like older women." Shawn winks as he moves closer to me.

"Ew, I'm only a year older that's it." I say moving away from him.

"I know, but it sounds hot, how about when we finish after this we go back to my hotel for fun." Shawn saids as his breath fans my face.

For the first, I didn't want this guy to sleep with me he's too cocky and annoying and I hate it.

"Sorry, I pass but let's get to work." I say as I pushed his chair away from me with my foot.

Shawn looks at me, one last time and winks at me.

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"So how come you're a songwriter?" Shawn asked as he lean back in his chair.

I think this is the first question he asked without, flirting.

"Um, because 'music is my life'"
I simply quote, with a smile as I hand him a song I be working on"

"In my blood?" Shawn asked as he look at lyrics.

"Yes is simple and you will like it."I say as I get out and pack my stuff.

"Wait, so you're done now?" Shawn asked as I'm at the door.

"Yeah." I simply say and left.

"I walk back to my apartment and Luna little body jumped up on my legs, I smile and grab her and kiss her head and plop down on my couch with Luna in my lap"

"Luna mummy turn down a guy today." I say and Luna bark at me.

Ah is good to be single.
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So that's Madison and her life.

okay this book is going to be like all the other daddy issues books is different and probably people would hate it but I guess I can see Made it.

Peace and love everyone ✌🏻