Daddy issues and the self love//BWS

18. You love me?

Bradley

"You know i never seen you this happy before." My mother Grins at me while I watch Maddie and Jesse in the back yard playing In the grass.

"She really makes me happy mom." I grin proudly, i still can't believe me and Maddie went from casually sex, to a relationship is really unbelievable, I honestly think I laugh at someone face then punched them in the face if they said Madison Bailey would be my girlfriend and I find love again.

"You guys won't a couple when you guys first got here weren't you?" My mom Saids handing a mug of tea and I sigh.

"No we weren't and I'm sorry to say this but we were just casual sex, I know you're probably disappointed in me for it, but I first met her at that club we talked then we got drunk and we slept together the next morning we made a deal we would be a kinda friends with benefits, but after a few months we got closer and I started to fall for her, and then after a innocent happen in Newcastle something I regret and that cause not to talked for two weeks and that's was the hardest two weeks ever but then we fix it and now here and she my girlfriend so I never thought this would happen, but it did mom it really did." I let out everything and my mom just watch Maddie still laughing with Jesse.

"Do you love her?" My mom asked and i nod quickly.

"A lot, some much it hurts." I say honestly.

"Do you think she loves you?" My asked and I sign.

"I pray to god she does, my heart would be broken if she didn't." I pleaded and I look at my mom and she pulls me in a hug.

"Tell her Bradley, it probably take for her sometime to tell you she loves yo or maybe not but you need to tell her." My mom whispers in my ear.

"I will tonight." I promise and my mom look at me with the biggest grin.

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I was in my bedroom finishing up getting ready while Maddie is in the bathroom doing her hair and changing, I wasn't nervous till I told my mother how I feel about Madison I know she's the one even though three months is not long, but to me is long enough. I love her I love the way she smiles, the way she laugh at my dumb jokes, the way her dimples only show when she at her happiest I love her more then you can imagine.

After years of telling myself, I'm not falling for anyone anymore, but you can't say to yourself because you never know.

"Well you clean up good for me." Madison cut off my thoughts as she stands by my door frame, my jaw drops as I see Maddie in a beautiful white mid thigh dress which is not tight, like her clothes, her white heels replace her favorite doc martens boots and her straight hair is now wavy and slightly curly.

"Mad..Madison you look beautiful. I gush and she walks over to me and kiss my cheek.

"Thank you, you're mom picked it out yesterday when we went shopping." She saids with the biggest grin.

"I never thought I see you in a dress." I kissed her nose and she giggles.

"Yeah me nether, you ready to go?" She asked and i nod.

"I'm so glad my parents are out or otherwise they makes us take a photo."
I roll my eyes and Maddie chuckles while we walk downstairs

"No offense I be cringing if that happen." Madison saids while we walk outside.

"None taken." I open her car door for her and she thanks me before getting in, I walk over to my side and get in the car then turn on the car and drive away.