Daddy issues and the self love//BWS

24. Do you love me?

I woke up to Maddie bare body pressed against mine bare body, last night fly's my mine remembering the party, the sex me and Maddie had but what hits me the most is what Tristen told me.

Even though he was drunk and chippy but he was serious about this, is been a year since me and Maddie Met and my life changed for the better I was guy hating love because of my ex girlfriend broke my heart and now I'm man loving a woman with everything in me wanting to start a future with.

All the sex we had before we say loves;
The daddy issues she had and called me daddy a bunch of times when we made love or the many times I called her my little girl or my baby girl, I called her those things because it Made feel something like I was powering but that was before 'I love you' the word so strong yet so emotional it bring anyone to beg for the word.

I know I want to spend the rest of my life with Maddie but did I Want her have daddy issues while our relationship? Honesty no. I want to know if she loved me for me and not her daddy issues she has.

Maybe Tristen right maybe I'm over Thinking this since he knows what mine and Maddie relationship is like since I told him, because I know he wouldn't judge me like the other boys or make fun of me he will try to help and last night he did.

I got up from the bed and took a shower letting the hot water hit me as I continue to think, why is this so hard when I know she loves me but then I think she use me? But Maddie wouldn't do that to me, she loves me no doubt about it.

Why is this so hard, why am I hurting when I was happy and In love last night, why am I going crazy about this when I feel her love why, why someone please tell me.

I got on the shower and grab my towel and dry myself off, I wrap my towel around my waist as I walk back to the bedroom where Maddie still lays asleep, I grab some clean boxers and put them on letting my towel fall then I put on my gray joggers and lastly a pink T-shirt. I walk in the living room and see is trashed I put food down for Luna and she quickly goes to it, I smile as she eats.

I grab beer bottles and put them in a trash bag dumping the leftover sweets inside the bag also, after I'm done the kitchen I walk in the living room and clean it as I'm cleaning the living room I hear the shower meaning Maddie in shower.

What happens I brake her heart I don't think I forgive myself if I did that, all the question i want them to be answered but I'm scared that I lose Maddie in the progress, I can't imagine my life without her.

I finishing cleaning the living so it looks better so Madison doesn't have to do it, she can just sit and look pretty. I smile at the image of her looking gorgeous once's she out of the shower and her bare body covered in drops of water, so fucking beautiful.

I sit down on the couch and sigh and Luna sits next to me putting her head on my thigh as she lays, I ran my fingers through her brown and blonde fur.

"Aw brad you didn't have to clean up, you know I would have done it." Madison saids as she sits on the couch next to Luna as Luna jumps in Maddie lap.

"I know I just wanted to." I say as I look at Maddie cuddling Luna as her wet hair starts to curl and she wearing my T-shirt along with rip jeans, she looks cute, hot she's everything.

"What's wrong?" Maddie asked as she noticed my sad face.

"Do you love me?" I bluntly say making her look at me with surprise but she's not the only one. " I mean actually do you love me?"

"What? Of course I do, I love you with everything in me." Maddie shook and her eyes looking at me with shock.

"Before we actually together, you had a daddy issues and you use them with me so am I still am to you? Do you love me because of your problems or do you really love me." I pleaded to her and my heart brakes once I see tears in her eyes.

I love you, I love you so much that my daddy issues never been a problem since we officially got together, yes I have problems but I fixed, yes sometimes at sex I call you daddy but it doesn't mean I actually mean it! It's a kink everyone has them but I will literally do anything to prove to you I'm in love with you. Maddie sighs as tears keep falling.

Maybe I was too harsh but I needed to know.

"You're the first person in my life whose loves me for me, and I know I'm never going to find someone like you to love me." Maddie Saids as she puts her head in her hands sobbing.

"I love you Madison and I want to spend the rest of my life with you but I have to know what I am?" I say moving her hands so she can look at me with her teary eyes that makes my heart brake.

"I prove it to you, I will do anything to show how much I love you, I will shout it in the highest tower so people will know I promise." Madison grips my hands into hers.

I take a deep breath not knowing what she going to say when I ask her this but I have to know.

"Madison will you marry me."
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Next chapter will be the last
So you will find out what Maddie answer is