10. I want to kiss you but i can't we in pubilc

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Bradley

I woke up to something heavy on top of my chest I quickly open my eyes and I see Luna looking at me with her tongue sticking out, I smile and set up and hold Luna in my arms for a cuddle I then turn my head and I see Maddie  on her stomach and her head bury in the pillow as she sleep, I lean forward and kiss Maddie head before standing up and put on my boxers as Luna jumps off the bed and goes out the room while I got to the bathroom and brush my teeth.

After I'm finished I walk to the kitchen and put some dog food in Luna bowl for her, then I clean my hands and grab the eggs and the bacon, start to cook memories of last nigh fly my mind, Madison called me 'daddy' I knew I was joking with her about calling me daddy but it made me feel so good that she actually did.

Madison is the kinda girl most people would call; 'easy' but she not she not easy in fact she hard to read or get to when Maddie doesn't want to be with you she doesn't go anywhere near you, which makes me lucky that she let me get to her and I get to know her. I seen the way guys look at her and I try so hard not to rip their head off because Maddie is mine, and no one can look at her like the I do.

My thoughts are gone away from familiar arms wrapped on my waist and hugging me tightly while they kissed my neck softly.

"Good morning." Maddie whispers in my ear as she gently bite my ear lobe and pulled with her teeth making me moan.

"Good morning baby." I smile Turning around to kiss her quickly then hurrying turning around to the eggs and bacon.

"Eggs and bacon sound good to you." I smile and she nods as she sits on the kitchen island in just my t-shirt and her underwear.

"So what the plan for today?" I asked as I put the eggs and bacon on the plate and hand one to Maddie now she sitting on a chair.

"I don't know I don't have to go to the studio today, do you?" She asked and I shake my head.

"Well I do need to take Luna on a walk because I been a bad mummy and not done yet." Maddie pouts as she watched Luna wig her tail at her.

"Can I come?" I asked and Maddie nods.

"Yeah you can, I believe you have extra clothes from the last time you stayed." Maddie Saids and I chuckle softly.

"What?" Maddie smiles.

"It's just that we known each other for a month and we already have clothes at each other place." I say and Maddie blush.

"I never been to your apartment brad."

"What? I'm sure you have." I say in shock.

"No I haven't." She saids putting a piece of bacon in her mouth.

"Oh well you wouldn't like it, I'm just staying at Tristen and Anastasia flat for now, I don't want to buy a flat and never be there." I say and Maddie nods in understanding.

"Yeah true."

"Yeah."


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"Ah is a beautiful day." Maddie smiles while throw Luna ball again and Luna runs to get it.

"I think my view is better." I say cheeky as I sit on the Bench.

Maddie turns her head to look at me and realize I'm talking about her which she roll her eyes at me, while I wink.

"Fluttering won't get me to sleep with you again." Maddie jokes.

"Damn you ruined my plan." I tease and Maddie giggles.

Luna comes back but this time Luna walks past Maddie and walk towards me putting the wet ball in my lap, I chuckle and grab it then stand up and throw it Luna rans to get it.

"Ugh I love days where I get to spend the day with you." I smile and hug Maddie tightly in my arms.

"Me too." Maddie sighs happily which shocks me. does she really feel the same?

"Yeah." I whisper.

"Yeah."

"I won't to kiss you but I can't in public." I say and Maddie pulls away and frowns.

"Well that hurt." Maddie fakes laughs at me.

"Not like that, I mean I can't kiss you, hold you in public because of paparazzi and fans." I say but Maddie still has a hurt written on her face.

"But you shouldn't care is none of them business." Maddie Saids as she picks up Luna.

"But I have to I hate that they make up stories about you or me, plus I can't be seen with someone that works with the band is bad for the band, it won't look good." I say before I said it the right way. "Oh Maddie I didn't mean it that way."

"No I think meant it perfectly." Maddie Saids sarcastically and walks away.

"Maddie! Wait I'm sorry i didn't mean it please stop." I beg as I grab her arm to make her stop walking.

"Just leave me alone brad just leave." Maddie Saids with tears forming in her eyes and I let her leave.

Everything was going so perfect till I ruined everything like I always do!

All I want is her but she walk away from me, what happen to never being someone again what the fuck Madison done to me!?
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Well drama is ahead don't you think?

No worries it get better I promise
They make up or have sex
I'm not sure yet?

But anyway I hope you guys like it
Peace out

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