Daddy issues and the self love//BWS

14. Brad leave me alone

Watching Maddie sleep not in a creepy way! Anyway makes me wonder all the things that happened, I met her a little bit over two months ago and we made a deal of not falling in love, but we somehow fall into commitment I want Maddie too meet my family but I don't want to induce her as my girlfriend. Not a girl I been sleeping with but is so hard when the girl you like as her walls so high.

My walls are high also, I promise myself no girlfriends or commitments but when I met Maddie and go to know her, everything changed I want to love her and show her off. But I don't know if I can hurt myself again I don't want a broken heart again because I spent so long trying to fix it.

But for Maddie, I know James makes it harder for her to fall in love or like someone when he makes snaky comments at her all the time, sometimes I want to pouch James in the face for what he says but I can't do that without him doing it to me.
But if I could I would.

"You're so weird when you stare at me." Maddie Saids taking me out of my thoughts.

"Don't like you don't." I roll my eyes and she smiles innocently.

"I wasn't going to." Maddie shrugs getting out of bed going to the bathroom naked.

God she's so hot is not funny, she can make you more turn on then porn.

••

"It's so beautiful here." Maddie grins as we walk around Newcastle and we see the beautiful view of the water.

"Not as beautiful as you." I kiss her cheek and she blush.

"Shut up."

I take my camera out and take a picture of Maddie as she looks at the view, she not smiling at me she's smiling on how the waves hit and how the sun sprinkles on the water make it look like diamonds.

"Brad no! I look horrible." Maddie blush putting her hand on my camera.

"You look gorgeous baby girl." I chuckle.

"Brad stop I don't." Maddie Saids moving the camera away from me and hugging my torso making me chuckle.

"You're perfect to me." I whisper in her ear.

"Did you quote ed?"

"It's your favorite pretty girl." I smile.

"Brad." She whines then press her lips to mine with a sweet but quickly kiss.

I love her lips.

••

"Ugh fuck You look hot." I smirk while looking at Maddie in red short dress that hugs her body good.

"Just for you babe." Maddie smirks as she finished putting on her red lip stick.

"Why? Because you know I love red." I asked and she nods while smirking even more.

"Maybe."

All of us are going to a club for our last night in Newcastle which is Maddie first outing with all of us, which is exciting, Maddie is excited that's she going and get drunk and party is adorable.

"Let's go pretty girl." I say and Maddie nods grabbing her purse.

••

"Want another baby." I shout over the music and Maddie nods and I gave her another shot of gin.

"Between me and you whose more drunk?" Maddie asked.

"Probably me." I admit and she agrees.

Is true I been drinking away more then Maddie has only because she been dancing with the girls more.

"You wanna get out of here?" Maddie asked and i nod.

"Yeah i need some release." I smirk and Maddie rolls her eyes. "I'm just going to the bathroom then tell everyone we leaving, stay here."

I nod and watch her leave.

After a few minutes after Maddie left a girl come up to me and smirks at me, I simply just smile not caring about her.

"Let's get out of here." She smirks as she grip my arm.

"Um no sorry I have a girlfriend." I lie which I wish it wasn't a lie.

"Oh where is she?" She asked looking around.

"The bathroom."

"Perfect." She smirks then all sudden she press her lips on mine making my eyes wide in shock.

"Get off of me." I push her off and she huffs and walks away.

I look Around the club and my eyes landed on Maddie figure walking out, I put some money on the table and run after Madison, praying she didn't see anything but I was going to tell her the truth.

"Maddie!" I shout and I ran after and grab her arm as we stand outside the club and I see her tears on her face.

"What! brad go back to the girl, you had your lips locked together with." Maddie scoffs trying to pull her arm out of my grip.

"What baby no, she came to me and I pushed away." I pleaded but she scoffs again.

"Really brad but you kissed her back!"
She yell at me.

"No i di-"

"Yes you did, you had your Arms around her waist." Maddie Saids finally losing my grip.

"What i did?" I asked and she nods.

"Brad leave me alone, I don't give a shit about everything or you." Maddie Saids walking away and I let her.

I watch her, I watch her walk away, I let  the girl I love walk away.

Just like that.
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It was amazing day till it got ruined I hate girls thinking they had some kinda power over man or vise versa

But that's just me

Love you guys