My Little Stupid Art book

I was bored so I wrote this

"I don't know maybe one day I'll understand that this relationship matters"

Lilan looked confused at Adrian. "What do you mean Adrian? Of course it matters! I'm like the only person that cares about you-"
Adrian cut him off
"But you're not understanding."
Adrian replied
"What do I not understand Adrian!"

"Everything Lilan!"
Silence filled the air when Adrian shouted.
"Yes I know you care and you love me but just imagine being in my position as that happens and how I feel when you just sit there and watch with tears in your eyes.
It's rips me apart to see that I cause you pain. Sometimes I even question if you love me as much as you say..."
Lilan sat there for a second to process what he just said.
"But they break you into pieces infront of my eyes Adrian. Why are you concerned about me. You should be concerned about yourself! I worry about you all day every day!
Please...just."

. . .

"Stay calm while I'm away. Let me be by your side when you go out. Let me protect you"

Adrian leaned on Lilan's shoulder.
He sighed.
"I'm tired of the fact that we have so many problems.
It's just life"

Adrian was always tired of life.
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It makes no god damn sense but I love it