Ethan (Personality 1) POV
As I lay in the stone cold hospital bed, I take a breathe in to feel a sudden pain stab into my chest.
As I exhale, the pain slightly disappears.I must've broken my ribs.
I didn't seem to notice with all the adrenalin running through my body last night.
Turning my head over, I see Sabrina talking to the nurse outside the room. She looked so beautiful. I couldn't take my eyes off her.
Dozing off in my thoughts, she noticed that I was awake & ran into my room.
"Ethan omg you're awake"
She takes me into a hug & I grunt in pain."Mmfh my ribs"
She quickly gets off me with a worried expression on her face.
"Oh I'm so sorry I forgot"
A small smirk appears on her face as we make eye contact.
"I missed you for 3 days" she says as she swayed with excitement.
"What... 3 days but.. last night?" I mumble as I'm genuinely confused with what she's talking about.
Her face loses emotion.
"Oh you mustn't remember. You passed out in the ambulance & you've been in a coma. I was so scared that you weren't going to make it.You were in critical condition Ethan."
She looked down at me with such caring eyes. I missed her so much. Wether it be 3 days or 3 minutes, I couldn't stop thinking about her.
She kneeled down next to me & continued to stare into my eyes before kissing my cheek. Butterflies burst out of my stomach as her lips made contact with my skin. The warmth from her radiated onto my face.
She softly rested her head on my shoulder, making sure not to hurt me as we layed in silence. Her soft breaths filled my ears making me feel a certain way. It felt weird, but comforting.
I had felt something like this before, but this; this felt better.
I felt complete.
As I took another breathe in the pain shot me in the chest again, making me tense up in pain. She quickly got off my shoulder & replaced her head with her hand, making sure I was okay.
"Do you want me to get the nurse?" She said, her eyes starting to water.
I nod my head as she steps out of the room & jogs down the hall.
After she left, the pain in my body started to get worse again. It was as if her presence relieved it.
She was like my medicine.
My drug.
My cure.Ever since I first saw her 7 months ago, I knew she was something special. For 4 months I was too much of a pussy to talk to her.
But I did.
And it was the best choice I've ever made.She brightened up my day, even if I just saw her in her window when I walked past her house. Sometimes I was lucky to talk to her when she was on the front lawn.
Even when I didn't know her well, I still got butterflies from her smile. The way her eyes caught the sunlight. How she tucked her hair behind her ear when she talked.
She was beautiful.
Having her with me now felt all but a dream. She cared about me & she loved me...somehow.
No one has ever loved me; well not me but Grayson.
He was loved by everyone. I was just there. I was no one.But having her here gives me the will to live. I finally seem to have found my other half; my true half.
The half of me I never got to have. The part that completes me.The half that lets me dominate my body, & make it all into,
my own.
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FanfictionYou had fallen for Ethan, the homeschooled boy down the road. He was the innocent & shy type, but that's what you liked about him. Little did you know about his other personality.... His evil side. {contains smut, abuse, violence & sensitive topics}