You can say one thing. It was an awkward silence in the room. I took my knees to my chest and hugged my legs. Soon I started laughing without any sense but Harry did too and the weird atmosphäre was gone.
The Movie was halfway trough and I needed to change my position, I laid down on my back so my head was near his legs. While my legs where angled on the couch lean. I faced the TV but I could feel his gaze on my body when there was an intensive love scene. I bit my lip just to try to cover how uncomfortable I felt. Suddenly I jumped up from the sofa and stood right in front of him.
"Do you want something to drink?" I asked.
"Er sure, what's there?"
"Not much water,limo and beer. Let me guess a beer?"
"Sounds good to me!" I chuckled and left the room. I grabbed two bottles beer, a lighter and went back to him. I sat down next to him and opened the beer with the lighter.
"That's impossible!" he whispered barley audible with and stunned look on his face.
"What are you talking about?" you could tell that I was confused. I looked him straight in the eyes. But my gaze wandered from his eyes to his lips.
"Well you just opened the beer with the lighter and I don't know one girl who can do that!" harry said with and smile playing on his lips. God he had beautiful lips. Not to big not to small and a bit pink but still manly enough. For one second I thought he would wear lipstick or something but I guess he doesen't.
"Than you know the wrong girls!" I said and handed him his beer.
"Maybe I do!" he chuckled. Ok I never and I mean never heard something so cute like this. I put my beer to the side and laid down again. "You could lay your head on my legs, I bet it's quit comfortable!" he said and smirked.
"I don't know if that's such a good idea!"
"Er come on I'm not biting you or at least I think so!" I laughed at him then put my head carefully into his lap. But it wasn't very comfortable so I changed the position. I intertwined my own hands and laid them on his left knee and my head was on my hands . After 10 min he started stroking my hair. I really wanted to ask him why he was doing that but I was such a good feeling that I didn't. We stayed like this for a while until ..
"We should stop watching!" I said to him and sit up.
"Why? Was the stroking to much! I'm sorry. I normally d.." I cut him off.
"Noo No that's not the problem , it's just if we continue watching it I will start to cry and then I can't stop and that's why we should stop watching it!" I couldn't help myself, I needed to start laughing at the expression on his face. My bad habit is that I start rambling when I get nervous and damn it I'm nervous.
"Okeey we're gonna stop!" he said and smirked, we talked for a bit and got to known each other. He wasn't very wild and crazy I thought more calming, quiet and easy to talk too. By now it was eight and he had to leave. I guided him to the door to say goodbye. We hugged really quick and he left. I closed the door and went into my room. I sat down on my desk and logged in on facebook. My ex was online.
I checked his side which was normal for me I mean our break up was just one month ago what I saw was a punch in my face. It said In a relationship.
How? Why? With who? and again why? was all what was roaming in my head.
From one to the other moment a thought hit me. I checked Shays side and it said In a relationship.
I couldn't believe it my ex-boyfriend and my now for sure ex-best friend were officially a couple. How could they do that that just sucks. Alright I know I'm far away and won't come back for awhile but so soon? I mean after 3 years with him he could be a bit more respectful against me! Ugh what am I talking about! He cheated on me and I broke up with him or he kinda with me? Er I don't know ..
I shut my laptop and walked over to my bed, taking my phone with me. I turned on some music. First some Ed Sheeran songs and then Sia with Breathe me probably one of the most heartbreaking songs.
I started crying. Really crying like a baby and I cried myself to sleep.
The next morning came to early. Someone shook me. I slowly opened my eyes to revel my dad looking down at me with a tablet in his hands."Good Morning honey!"
"What have I done? Or what have you done?" I asked my dad and gave him a confused look because normally this breakfast in bed thing just happens when he had done something.
"Oh Love you know me to well, I made an appointment!" I looked up at him while taking a huge bite of my roll and was even more confused.
"For what?" I asked him with full mouth. He shacked his head at me.
"To meet your new trainer!" I choked after he spoke this words.
"Why would you do that?" I said in an angry voice he knew exactly that I didn't wanted to do that anymore but I guess he didn't cared much about that. I got out of my bed and walked into the living-room.
"Because we need Money!"
"Dad in two weeks school starts again and I don't wanna look like like like someone who got beaten up!"
"You never get punched Honey because you're just to good!" he said and put his hands on my shoulder. "You need to do that!" I looked him in the eyes and nodded.
I spent the next 4 days with training. From 9am in the Morning till 9pm in the evening. On the fifth day I worked even more from 8 till 22. I got home and laid down in my bed on my stomach. I felt sick, unbelievable sick. Tomorrow at 5pm will be the fight.
I woke up and looked at my phone it was 10am. I dragged my still asleep body down the corridor and walked into the kitchen. Cornflakes. That's what I wanted and needed but I couln't find them.
"Urgh!" I whispered to myself. I went to the bathroom and stripped off my cloths. I let the hot water drop on my body and changed it to cold water. God now I was awake. When I was done I wrapped myself in a towel and walked to my room. I tied my hair into a ponytail, applied some red lipstick and selected my cloths, put them on (External Link), took my bag, my keys and left the apartment to go grocery shopping.
After a 15 minuets walk and a lot thinking I finally reached it. I walked trough the assails and found what I searched for. Some Kellogg's, Milk and chocolate. Also Ice cream was a really great idea chocolate was my one and only choice.
I made my way to the cashier, when there was a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to face the person.
