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"Can we stop with the not talking shit? Please? I miss you." Harry breaths in my ear. My hands are placed on his torso, my head was rested against his chest. I missed this. I missed him. But I couldn't give in so easily. I needed to know why everything went like it did. Softly I push him away. His arms move from around my neck to my waist, still holding me tight to him.
"Why?" I asked looking in his eyes. It sounded like a plead, I’m such a ridiculous person sometimes. Why? Why not? He just doesn’t like me in that way. I need to accept that. He just wanted .. well whatever he wanted, he’s not gonna get it. I will not be hurt again by a boy. I can fight good in a boxing ring but my heart wasn’t tough enough to make it trough the next heartbreak.
“Why? Because I miss you and don't want to fight with you." he said and it sounded honestly and very serious to me. It was good to know. But it wasn't what I meant.
"No! Why didn't you call or text me that day? Why didn't you stop me .." I paused and looked at me fingers that were now rested on his chest. "Stop me from going out with him. Harry, you just stood there and did nothing. Just one word and I would have stayed. You can't miss me when you don't even do something against me seeing someone else." I barely audible whispered.
“You and that guy are together now, right?” Harry asked, he looked so hurt .God. Why do we always hurt the people who are most imported to them? That’s just not fair. But on the other side it's rude from him to think that I'm on of those girls who climb from one bed to the next one. If he would only knew that it wasn't a date, just a nice day with a friend. But he should knew that I wouldn't have started the unofficial official shit if I didn't really like him. Why am I so sternly with him? I should forgive him and we hopefully will be fine. I can't blame this everything on him, I kinda have overreacted. I guess, a part of this situation is my fault.
Of course. A big part is my fault.
Before I could answer he did it for me.”Of course you are. I was so stupid to let you go. I knew that I should have stopped you, but I just wasn't sure if we were still what we were after what I did. And now .. I know that I should have stopped you because now I lost you, didn't I ?" Harry's voice became a whisper at the end.
Idiot. He really thinks he has lost me. How stupid. But he wasn't getting a ride of me that easily.
I stared instantly into his eyes .His beautiful green eyes. Trying to find out what he is thinking. But I can't make it out. He and my face reminded blank. I slowly raise my right hand a stoke with the back of my hand his cheek. His eyes widen. As if he can't believe what I'm doing.
I let my fingertips glide along his jaw and over his neck to his collarbone. He shivers at my touch. It's good to know that I have such an effect on him. The same he has on me.
"You didn't" I push myself on my tip toes and kiss him on the cheek.His breath came quicker now. This moment was perfect to me. "You didn't" I repeat and this time lean in to kiss him. But I stop and stare at his lips, they are red, darker then normal. Probably from biting on it. We're so close but our lips don't touch. Just the feeling of his hot breath on my lips makes me weak.
Slowly and hesitant I let my lips touch his, slightly pull away and then gently connect our lips.
This is by far the best kiss I could ever receive.
